Prison love?

Emily's pov
So problems are solved only it doesn't feel like it yet. Spencer is busy with the plan and we try to not cause too many problems, especially not me. So me and Alison had to be extra careful. What me and Alison are? I have no idea. And that scares me we just sometimes make out but I want more. I want to make her smile, hold her hand kiss her all the time and threat her like the queen, but I can't. I'm afraid what if she doesn't love me too, what if I get hurt again. I'm already in love and I know her for how long? A month? If I'm able to hold her and call her mine I would even fall in love with her more and she would just leave me, she would have too much power. I keep telling myself that the past days, that's why I've been kinda avoiding her. I only make really small talk and I can see it pisses her off, or do I only imagine it? I can't risk something now with Harvey's gang, but since when do I care? "Penny for your thoughts?" A voice wakes me up from the battle in my mind. I look up and see Alison standing there, oh yeah forgot to mention I am in the library right now. "It's nothing..." I hear her sigh. She doesn't even try anymore, yesterday she asked me the same question but after I said nothing, she continued to ask me questions.

Suddenly Drake walks in and walks over to Alison. They both smile at each other and Drake leans in and whispers something in her ear and I can see drake smirk when she leans back. What the fuck!! Are they flirting, fucking? Oh hell no not in my prison. They are still smiling and whispering but it stops when they see me coming closer. "Something funny?" I say while raising my eyebrow. They look at each other and Drake is the first to speak. "No it's just something I needed to tell blondie." Blondie? Seriously, that's my name. I'm furious right now, I clench my fist and take a step forward. "You couldn't wait for a half hour longer when she comes to her cell?" I think Alison notices somethings wrong because she interrupts us, I almost forgot she was here. "Yeah, but she was about to leave."she says and pushes Drake away. She stares at me for a second before she goes back to her job. I just hold my gaze on Drake until I'm sure she's out of the library. After five minutes of saying nothing Alison drops a lot of books. I bend down and help her to pick up the books, as I was about to grab the last book our hands brush. I just quickly stand up and see her blush. "Thank you." She says "no problem."
"Why did you react like that a few minutes ago?" Shit, how on earth am I going to respond to that. "What are you talking about?" Maybe I should just try to change the subject. "Don't play innocent on me Emily, you know what I'm talking about." She looks me serious in the eyes and I don't think I'm going to win this. I just look down and try to avoid eye contact. "Omg!" She screams. A guard walks in "something wrong in here?" "Nothing.." I smile, he looks around the room and goes back to his spot. "You were jealous!" She says really loud. "Hey keep it down or he will come again." "You're not even denying it!" She yells in a whisper with a really excited face. I'm really angry right now, I mean who does she thinks she is? I walk away and she follows me. "You know you don't have to worry about Drake, she's not my type."'I turn around and give her my 'are you serious' look. She smiles and steps closer. I push her against the wall and put her hands above her head. "Don't think too much about yourself, I wasn't jealous." Her smile turns in her smirk, and she looks at my lips. "Do you want to know who my type is?" She says in a sexy voice and I want that voice to scream my name but I'm in a battle field in my mind. Before she leans in I manage to walk away. "I know you want to kiss me.." She calls after me. I turn around and smack my lips against here. I push her on the table and kiss her hungry, she opens up immediately so I can put my tongue in her mouth. We're fighting for dominance but today she's not going to win. I put her hands above her head again and suck on her neck finding her sensitive spot. "I bet Drake can't do this..." I say in her ear while massaging her breasts, she moans and it sounds like music in my ears. "I only want y-you." She manages to say, and that ladies and gentlemen was a real turn on. I remove all her clothes and look her up and down while biting my lip. I stand in between her legs and I have the perfect view. "You're so hot." I say while kissing her inner thigh. Mmmmhhh. And you can guess what came after that

After she came three times, I'm satisfied and lay down next her. She wrap her arms and leg around me and I kiss her forehead. "That was amazing." She says trying to catch her breath. I just laugh, it was amazing but I love this moment even more. I love the cuddling more than the sex, I can't deny it anymore. I am in love with Alison. "Alison." I say quietly. She looks up at me and I struggle to continue. She turns around and leans on her elbow and that only makes it harder because she's still naked. I take a deep breath. "Are you okay?" she says concerned. "Yeah I just wanted to ask you something." "Oh, shoot..." I laugh nervous at her dorkness and try not to stare at her breasts. "Emily you know you can ask me anything, where's this about?" "About us.." I manage to say. "Ooohh, you want to know what we are?" I nod. I know it's not what I wanted to ask but I'm satisfied if she answers that question. "What do you want us to be?" She asks me looking me in the eye. I pull myself up so that I can sit. "Alison, I think, no I know I have feelings for you." I say

Alison's pov
Did she just said she had feelings for me? I don't know what to say. I mean she's the most fierced woman in prison, everybody is afraid of her and they say she doesn't has any feelings. I think I have feeling too but I can't get hurt and were in prison. We don't have a live in here. She looks really insecure and wants an answer, but I don't know what to do. "What did you say?" I ask her shocked. "I have feelings for you, stronger than just sexual." I don't know what to say, so I just....