Prison love?

Making my move

A/N Pam fields is in this story the mom but nobody knows it except Emily and Pam of course.

Ali's pov
After the incident in the library the day went quick, me and Drake's friends hanged out outside and they learnt me a new card game, of course I lost the first time but the third time I was second which was pretty good. I didn't saw Harvey's or fields gang the rest of the day but I was still scared. I told my new friends that my new 'co-worker' was fields and you could see on the looks of their faces that they were sorry for me. Fields(as in Pam fields) spoke up "if she ever touches you, you know sexual, you have to tell us." So I kinda told them the story that she actually helped me and you could see they were shocked by their faces, and I don't know if it was because of big boo and Kahn or the fact that Fields helped. But I think it was both. But now here I am walking to the bathroom, I just ate breakfast and already took a shower but I really need to pee, only the second I walk through the door I'm being slammed to the wall. "Shit!" "Be quite or I will hurt you even more" I hear a female voice say and when I open my eyes I see the one and only Harvey with Big Boo standing behind her looking really excited. I try to push her back but she just throws me on the floor, she puts her legs on both of my sides and sits down on my stomach while holding my hands above my head "now are you going to be a good girl?" She asks me, big boo walks over and holds my hand while Harvey's hands go to my boobs and she starts to suck on my neck. There's nothing I can do but cry when she tries to kiss but I don't kiss back, when she notices she hits me multiple times in my face. I think I'm bleeding and she asks me "Why in the world would fields protect you, are you her new sex toy?" I look away and start to cry harder. "Answer me you bitch!" "Maybe because someone here does have a heart." I blurt out and regret it immediately, she looks so pissed but suddenly smirks. I feel a hand going into my panties, I try to kick her off but she's too strong all I can do is cry and pray that it will soon be over. Maybe the praying worked because the next thing I know Harvey is pushed of me and Big Boo is getting kicked in the face. I make a fast move so I'm sitting against the wall crying with my head in my knees. I hear some shouting and screaming but I don't bother to look up, all I want to do know is go to the beach, get a tan, swim in the ocean and just be on a peaceful place. I can hear the door opening and closing and it looks like I'm on my own, until two arms wrap around me. At first I'm afraid and try to untangle myself until a reassuring voice tells me I'm safe and everything's going to be okay. I don't know who this person is but I let my walls down and cuddle her back with my head in her neck, when I open my eyes I see a tanned skin with a tattoo E.F. I don't know for sure but is this the second time fields saves me and is she seriously hugging me? THE badass fields?

Emily's pov
I'm almost done with my breakfast when I see Big Boo whispering something in Harvey's ear. She nods and they both walk away but their cells are the other way, you know what I'm just going to follow them. After we passed the library they're gone and I don't know where they are but I can hear something from the bathroom. I'm trying to be really quite and I put my ear against the door, I can hear someone crying and they're saying something but I can't hear what they're saying. I'm sure that it is Harvey and big boo in there but I don't know who is crying, I know it's not one of my gang members because they're still eating breakfast, maybe it is Dilaurentis but I have to be sure, because it won't be worth the fight and probably the war that's coming if I storm inside and stop it if it's not blondie. Suddenly I hear an other voice speak up, but I still don't know for sure. I decide to take a look and I do see blonde hear and enough of her face to know it is her, I also see Harvey sitting on her stomach with her hand in my lov- I mean blondies pants. I get really mad and punch Harvey of her and kick big boo in her face, when I see blondie crying hard in her knees I can't help it but feel sorry for her and I even get more mad if that's possible. I scream at them and punch them even harder until they finally stumble out of the bathroom, I make my way over the crying blonde and wrap my arms around her. I can feel her trying to get away but this time I'm not gonna let her, after a minute she gives in and places her face in my neck. I stroke her hair, wrap my arms stronger around her and try to comfort her, after a few minutes I think it worked because she is not crying anymore, she looks up at my with her hair being a mess and her eyes are red and puffy. I put her hair out of her face and stand up, she looks at me confused especially when I reach my hand out for her to take it. "Where are we going?" She asks me. "You can't sit on the cold tiles, the library is across the bathroom and has a couch ." She manages to make a little smile and takes my hand. I make sure no guards see us and she goes to the couch and lies down, I'm not sure what I have to do I'm  not that good at this emotional stuff. But it's the first time I'm actually doing something for someone else than myself, after standing awkward for a minute I decide to grab a blanket from my cell. "Wait where are you going?" Her voice is low and cracks at the end but I can still hear it. "I'm going to grab a blanket from my cell, I'll be right back." Her face changes and she looks worried. I look at her and say "Don't worry I'll be right back and no one is going to come in here." She nods and I walk out of the library when I walk in to my cell my friends are in there, I can already feel that they want to know where I've been but it's none of their business. "Where where you?" Marin asks me, told you. Pffff I really don't want to answer these questions so I decide to lie. "I went outside to clear my mind." Her face turns pissed "Oh so you're saying you don't have anything to do with Harvey's and Big Boo's bruised faces?" Normally I love it that she says what she thinks but right know it's really annoying, I just want to grab a blanket. "Nope" is say popping the p. "Well don't you want to find out then?" Chapman butts in. I sigh knowing I can't get out of this. "You know what I'm going to be there in a few minutes I just have to do something." "No no no I can see it in your face, are you seriously saying fucking someone is more important than finding out who did this and why?" Wait do I have a face that says I'm going to fuck someone, well it isn't that trustable because I'm not going to fuck her. Wait that was the plan right, fuck her. "Uggghh" oh I said that aloud, I hope I didn't say the rest out loud, seeing their faces I didn't. "Just give me a few minutes and I will come to our television rooms yeah, with the answer of who punched them." They're still not convinced so I add. "Just trust me okay, I will come back with the answer and solution." Before they can say something I grab the blanket and walk to the library, I make sure no one sees me when I'm going inside. I walk to the couch but can't see her anywhere. "Hello" I whisper, I can't talk to loud because people will find out we're here, but there's no answer. Now a little bit louder I say. "Blondie, where are you?" She comes up from behind the couch and smiles at me. "Sorry you scared me, I didn't know it was you." "Why I told you I would come back with a blanket, didn't I?" I say while holding the blanket a little bit higher so she can see it. "Yeah but it took a long time so I thought you wouldn't come back." She's looking shy at her hands now, she's so cute when se does that so I smile like a fool. "Why are you smiling?" She asks me a little bit concerned and takes a step back. I reach my hand out for her. "No no no I'm not going to hurt you and I don't want anything from you." She looks at our touching hands. "But why did you do it then, I know this is going to give you a lot of problems." I lift her chin with my finger so she looks me in the eyes, It makes me speechless maybe because I really don't have an answer or I'm just distracted by this beauty in front of me. I think it's both and I'm not going to lie to her. "To be honest I don't know, all I know is that your worth it." She blushes and I can help but smile but I remember I really have to go to the girls, they really need answers but I don't want to tell them the truth. I motion for her to sit on the couch and wrap the blanket around her, and I never thought I would say this but I wouldn't mind to be that blanket right now. "What are you going to tell the other people?" She asks me with fear in her eyes. "I really don't know..." I answer back honestly still looking in her eyes. She gives me a little smile and says. "Seems like you don't know that much." I laugh with her and she has this beautiful laugh and I realize I've never seen her laugh, probably because we're in prison. "If I tell people I protected you they may look bad at you, or if I'm going to hang out with you." She looks nervous at her fingers and admits "but I feel safe around you, for some reason." I think about it, I don't want her to get hurt but if I let in my group she will get hurt and if things go back to how they were she's going to get hurt too. I sigh, I mean why do I even care. She takes my hand and puts her head on my shoulder, it is wrong but it feels so right. No, I can't do this i have to stop this, I don't do feeling or relationships that are not about sex. I stand up and she looks worried at me, this is going to be harder than I thought. "I will protect you and if you have a problem you can come to me, but only when we're in this library, am I clear?" She just nods. "Okay I'm going to solve this and you're not going to say to anyone that this was about you, I will tell everybody me and Harvey's got into a fight." She nods slowly trying to understand this, she looks at her fingers and is nervously playing with them and you can see she's trying not to cry. Ugghh I give in I know this isn't the right decision but I can't see her like this. "I'm not doing this because I think your not good enough or not worth it, it's just if I'm going to hang out with you, people are going to be really mean and I don't know if I can stop all of them AND Harvey's gang." I say emphasizing the and, but no response. I bend down and give her a kiss on her temple and start to walk out of the library but before I can reach the door I can hear her say. "Thank you for everything." I say nothing back and just walk to my friends, clearly confused if I have feelings or not.

When I'm turning into the hall where the television room is I see a lot of people in the hallway. What the fuck?? I'm walking to the crowd and when they realize it's me they take a step back so I can reach the middle. I see Harvey's gang and my gang standing there and God they don't look happy with each other....