Noel

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"Ali wait please, she didn't mean it like that." Emily shouts after me but I keep on walking but Maggie tries to go to Emily. "Mommy please Emmy is calling." She says and I pick her up so we can walk faster but Emily is already next to us. "Please Ali look at me." She pleads but I ignore her. She steps in front of me and holds me back with her hands. Maggie opens her arms for Emily to hold her and too my disappointment I hand her to Emily. I try not to cry but it's getting harder every minute. "Ali we're talking about Hanna, it doesn't seem like it but saying you've got the looks for it was a compliment from her." I say and I shake my head. "Hey come one, once they get to know you they'll love you, just like I do." Emily says and I can't hold my tears in anymore. "That's the point Em, you don't know me and I don't want to say all those thing to them, I'm not ready to talk." I say and walk past Em. "What are you talking about of course I know you." She says and Maggie starts to cry too, I don't think she has an idea what we're saying but she hears us shouting and me crying. I walk further and Emily starts coming after me again. "Where are you going, you can't walk home." She says. "I'm not planning on going there, my mom doesn't live far from here." I say and she sighs. "Ali I didn't even do nothing wrong, you don't have to talk about your past when you don't want to." She says and puts Maggie down who comes running into me. "I don't like to talk about my past either, so when people try to get to know me I talk about my beautiful daughter and wife." She says trying to clear the mood and comes closer. "Don't run away, don't run away from me." She says and pulls me into a hug. I start to break down and let my weight down on Emily. "Why were you so angry, I know it's something more." She says softly and I start to cry harder. "It made me think of Noel." I say and Emily sighs

Flashback
I'm sitting at dinner with Noel and some of his 'friends'. So far so great but it's turning into a nightmare, his so called friends are starting to talk about me in the most inappropriate way. "So how much does she cost for one night?" The fat guy ask and I gulp. "Im not for sale." I say and the fat guy smirks at me. "Oh come on don't you want to have some fun?" He says "I'm not a whore." I spit back and he smirks. "You've got the looks for it." I'm about to say anything back when Noel speaks up. "10k." He says proud and looks at me. "Deal." The fat guy smirks. "Noel please don't do this." I beg him. "You can already go upstairs, let me have a talk with her first." The fat guy nods and leaves. Noel takes me to the living room and slams me in the wall. "Please Noel, I don't want to have sex with him." I plead. "You're going to give that man the time of his life, if not there's going to be a second round and I'll let Magaritha watch you and when he's about to cum he'll pull out and cum on that little sluts face, am I clear?" He asks and I start to cry. "Am I clear?" He shouts now and slaps me in the face. I nod. "Good girl, now come on you've heard it you've got the looks so give him a good time, slut." He says and I leave the room quietly.

Emily's pov
I look at Ali who's crying on my lap after she told me why. We're in my parents living room, Hanna and Caleb took Maggie upstairs and I can see my parents in the door way. I look at them and my mom is crying too. I have absolutely no idea of what to do. Well actually I've got an idea of two what I'm going to do when I find Noel but I have no idea how to comfort her. I'm not good with the these types of things, I hope I'm doing this right. "Baby I'm here, you won't see Noel ever again." I say and put her hair out of her face. "Please look at me." I say and she hesitates but finally gives in. "You don't have to see him ever again because I'll always be here to protect you, let me help you to forget him." I say and she nods closing her eyes. "We're going to start a family and get married soon." I say and she starts to cry harder. "Don't you want that?" I ask and she nods. "I really want to but I don't know if I can." She says and cries harder. "Baby if this is about Noe-" "no it's not," she interrupts me, "it's just I don't know if I can have kids anymore." She says and she buries her head in my neck.

I don't know if I should ask her about it, I look at my mother and she nods. I take one breath. "Why can't you have kids anymore?" I ask and she manages to say. "I've got pregnant from Noel three times but he would kick the baby to a miscarriage, what if it's too damaged, I am too damaged?" She says and can feel the tears falling down from my face. How come I never know about all of these things? It hurts me to know what she's been through but also that she had no one to talk to when I was by her side for a year now. Why didn't she trust me?

I need to kick something, really fast. I'm furious I want to kick something with a photo of Noel on it. I can't think clear anymore and I stand up leaving Alison now alone on the couch. "I'm so sorry to disappoint you." She says and gets up front the couch ready to walk away. It takes me a moment to realize what she's doing. "Wait baby don't walk away, please, you could never disappoint me." I say and take her into my arms. "I'm just angry knowing some one used you like that, but this doesn't change anything about you and me." "But I can't give you baby's, someone else will." She says and I wrap my arms tighter around her. "You're all I need, and maybe you can have baby's, I'll ask the doctor tomorrow if we can run some test only if you're ready for it of course."I say and pull out of the hug so I can look at her. "In ready." She says and I give her a kiss

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