King and queen (Kagehina) [boy x boy]

Chapter 8: The Confessions

I have no idea what i'm writing rn ;-; this chapter sucks shit.. I just failed to set a scene-___- sowwy.  I don't feel good about this chapter as i did with the last one ;-;
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Hinata's POV

What? Did i really do that? I dont recall any of these actions. Oh my godddd this is embarrassing as shit. God! I want to disappear right now. What the hell was i thinking!!! Is Kageyama-kun exaggerating? Ohh my god, i cant even. Is this the reason why he looked like he was damn mad at me? I want to disappear, disappear right now. I know i did something that was really guilty, yes, i was unconscious, i swear i didn't remember a thing about what had happened but WHY WAS I SO STUPID TO DO SUCH THING!!! What if hates he, what if he disgusts me from now on. Somebody please kill me!!!

After he detached his lips from mine, he looked away looking really shy. I was still speechless and remained In shock. All i did was freeze there like a mannequin, couldn't believe what happened, Well, for two reasons that is. One: why did I commit such action!!! Two: why didnt he tell me instead of kissing me? It's not like i hated it or something it's just that...my heart pounded so fast and so loud when his lips came in contact with mine and right after i knew I subconsciously kissed him while being a terrible drunkard.

When he said "this is what you did last night" my face went completely red.

"I'm sorry, i'm sorry i'm sorry" I repeated those words about a thousand time. I was truly sorry but all the useless me can do is apologize. God, i hate myself. I'd be better if he could punch me right in the face right now.

"Don't apologize too much, idiot!!!!" Kageyama-kun exclaimed. "It's not like i hated it or something" he covered his face in embarrassment. This is the first time i've ever seen him this shy.

"But why did you keep avoiding me?" I asked eagerly.

"And you just kissed a person, and you didn't remember anything, didnt it make that person mad..or should i say...embarrassed or..whateverrrrr?" King Kageyama can be soft sometime..i thought.

I looked down upsetting at myself.

"But didnt you hate me, i mean after all i've done. You should be disgusted, you should say 'i'm a disgusting type of human being' and told me what happened instead of kissing me!!" IT GAVE ME HOPES YOU KNOW, it makes me thought that you li-" i stopped. "Shoot! I almost say something I shouldn't have said"

Kageyama's face turned serious switching is gaze at me

"YOU ARE THE ONE WHO GAVE ME EXPECTATIONS AND HOPES, YOU IDIOT, YOU INITIATED THE KISS AND WHISPERED OUT MY NAME, IT MADE ME OVERTHINKING AND STRESSED ME OUT. It's all your fault!! Of course i should hate you, i hate you so much but i wanna hug you...aughhhhhhhh" he shook his head while scratching his hair with both hand messed up his hair.

"What do you mean by hug me" he asked in confusion. I mean it's normal since i was expecting him to hate me and stuff like that but it ended up that it was the one who hurt him.

"I FUCKING LIKE YOU, YOU SCATTERBRAIN!" He shouted.

Then again, i froze. I mind went utterly blank and empty. I thought i was dreaming!

"EHHHHHHH" I blushed damn hard and I took a step back trembling, my face was too hot, it almost exploded.

"What do you mean by 'EHHHHH!'???" He squinted his eyes.

"I mean uwahhhh 2882/!&-$/&192&/$$-&- what did you just said?" My jaw dropped and gasped really loud then covered my mouth with both hands in utter confusion. My tears almost rolled down my cheeks. Kageyama grabbed me and hugged me out of the sudden. God, i missed his warm hug. Every time he hugged me i felt like i was traveled to another dimension where there was only for the two of us.

When he hold me tight into his arm against his chest i started crying for real. It was too good to be true, too surreal to be true, too true to be true. He leaned backwards detached my body from his and looked me directly in the eyes, his eyes were everything i just wish this awkward moment continued forever.

"I like you, Hinata" trying to look serious but he failed to do so. "Please be my lover! I will treasure you well, i wont take you for granted!!" He claimed.

Yes, of course i said yes. I've been crushing on Kageyama-kun since as long as i can remember!!

"Damn it you just made me cry twice in less than half an hour! You're a terrible person!!" I hit his chest with my hands whereas using my other hands to wipe my tears.

"I know i am" he smiled softly at me. My heart just dropped. I was deeply captivated by his smile and his gentleness.

All i did was blushing and froze since i'm too shy to even knew how to react to a surprising situation like this one!

He touched my face with his hands, i looked up to his face, we gently looked at each other's eyes. Both of your heads started leaning forward toward each other. His lip touched mine, as i closed my eyes, i imagine myself in a whole new galaxy where no one could reach us or disrupted us. My heart was so secure when i'm with him, it can only be him and no one else. We kiss each other passionately without hesitation like the way he wasn't hesitate to confessed to me.

I clenched the back of his shirt and kissed for the longest time. People say kisses can stop time from moving so fast and it was true, it may not be my first kiss but it's because of my first kiss that bring Kageyama-kun to me mine like today for instance.

"Let's go home by now" he blushed. Not long after we started walking, he slowly grabbed my hands and hold it tight as if he wasn't intending to let me go. This is not he first time we had held hand actually, the first time was when i got lost at the crowded street event. His palm is still warm and gentle but with a speck of love, it felt a whole lot different. I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.