Loving someone hurts a lot. Whether it's one-sidedly or mutually. It hurts to even think that one day you would be drifted apart without each other's knowledge or attention. It hurts so much that you wanna storm off your house, rush to that person's house, grabbed his Collar and scream to the universe that he is your in possession and no one shall allow to sidetrack your relationship.
The same goes for both Hinata and Kageyama, their hearts connected mutually, spiritually and emotionally. They had that contagious affection toward each other that other people can feel their aura blasting throughout their surroundings.
But Being a homosexual is against the Law of nature but laws sometime were meant to be broken, not a hundred percent of people can firmly obey or oblique to obey it. Being right doesnt mean it is correct.
It hurts Kageyama so much when he felt like he's so stupid to drag Hinata into his homosexuality.
People might be grossed out if they knew, like the girl in the class did. In Kageyama's mind he just want to stand up and slap that girl right on that face for accusing and doubting Hinata but he couldnt if anything, Both him and Hinata would to be blame and repulsed. How he wish he could set Hianta free and took the blame all by himself.
No one has ever really find out but their teammates who are really supportive of their relationships. Kageyama think too much about those unseen consequences. He cried in the room all by himself.
On Hinata's side after the shocking view of his Lover being so lively around other girls but gloomy in front of him suffocates him a lot. After sitting alone at lunch time all by himself, he skipped class and rush straight home with tears falling and swaying along the blowing wind.
"Hinata? You're done with school?" Mrs. Hinata asked as Hinata slam the door shut and run up to his room immediately.
He burried himself inside his pillow, the drops of liquids leaking out of his eyes, streaming off his face, dripping on his bed. His heart hurts a lot that he want to take it out and slam it against the floor.
"Hinata! Hinata, honey what happened!" His mom knocked his door "sweety, I'm worried!" SHe added
"I'm okay mom! Please leave me alone for today!" Hinata said in gloomy voice across the room.
"Tell me if you need anything.." Mrs Hinata said and return downstairs.
They both cried at the in their rooms, one out of misunderstanding, one out of worries.... Which one hurts the most, no one knows.
The next morning their eyes are red and swollen, Kageyama tried to avoid Hinata, Hinata tried to avoid Kageyama in case they saw each other's eyes so red.
The days went by awkwardly, they didnt talk, didnt went to practice. People in Kageyama's class started doubting.
"Oi! Kageyama! Didnt see you with Hinata today?" A classmate asked some with sarcasms, some with considerations. "Did you two have a fight or did you two had broken up!" They added
"This is bad, everyone started doubting and suspecting. I have to do something, god please give me a clue!" He thought.
"We..have some fights during the practice..." Kageyama seemed like he didnt even want to talk about anything.
"It's about practice? Man, i heard someone said you guys are dating?" A classmate said
"We're...not.." Kageyama said in a slow murmuring voice "i'm sorry but i dont really wanna talk anymore right now" he continued
"Ah, sorry!" The classmate go back their seats.
This is getting more and more close to Kageyama's anticipation. He'd better stop it before it went too far, before it's too late to even stop... He kept thinking nonstop that he couldn't even focus in class
After those tough hours in class everyone gathered in the gym for the usual routine... Everyone but Kageyama. Hinata was there too see kageyama but there was no presense of Kageyama attending the club for more than a week now.
One week of silence between the two of them might seems short for others but the time that had passes was like a million years for them, it's painful.
"Looks like Kageyama is not here again" Sawamura sighed
"Oi! Hinata what happened?" Tanaka asked
" i dont know either! We didnt talk more than a week now..." Hinata cried " i dont even know what i had done but out of the sudden he stop talked to me, he kept avoiding me and suddenly laughing off with some girls..." Hinata wiped his tears with his shirt.
"I'm going to beat that shit...!!!!" Nishinoya rolled his sleeves.
Hinata stopped Nishinoya by grabbing Nishinoya's arm
"Nevermind, Nishinoya-san, i will handle it myself" Hinata's face looked too vulnerable, Nishinoya couldnt object hinata's desire.
Hinata suddenly ran out of the gym to follow Kageyama, he ran as fast as he possibly could but Kageyama was no where to be found, maybe in his house? Hinata ran to his house but his mom she hasnt seem him either. He continued to search in tears for Kageyama until he had no idea where he is right now.
He was about to gave up then he saw Kageyama walking along a narrow path as he converted his gaze, his eye widened,
"KAGEEYAMAAAA!!!!" Hinata shouted for a far and rushed to Kageyama
Kageyama heard a loud echoed voice bashing toward hims thus turned around and saw Hinata force himself, running toward him and hug him tightly pressing Hinata's head on his chest.
"H-Hinata!" Kageyama startled.
"What have i done Kageyama, tell me! I need your answer, we havent talked in more than a week and it kills me every time" Hinata tighten his grips on Kageyama and cried.
Kageyama stood there with no exterior reaction at all but you wouldnt know how torned up he felt interiorly. He tried to suppress his reaction, pretending to be to cold as ice pushing Hinata away from his body.
"Hinata, i'm sorry if it kills you every time, but it kills me too" Kageyama smiled at Hinata though it's fake
"Then Why! Why! Please give me a valid reason Why!" Cried Hinata.
"The reasons... I still couldnt find it, but i have a solution" kageyama said with expressionless face..
"Then..?" Hinata looked at Kageyama in the eyes
Kageyama took a deep breath and exhale heavily, ready for his words
"Let's break up" kageyama faked a bright smile leaving Hinata's eyes widened and speechless.
Now what's the point if the relationship that they tried to treasure had shattered
This story will have ended by the maximum of next month.. So sad.. I really enjoy writing this ;-; but maybe I'll prolong it..let's see. Please vote and comment for follow to see more chapters updates.
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