The Only One (Andy Biersack LS) EDITING

~The Only One~ (An Andy Biersack love story)

I sat up in bed. I looked at the clock and it read 1:00 a.m. I sighed. Okay so Andy and I broke up, I had a misscarrige, and I'm staying with my 'ex' now. I walked over to the suitcase and looked for my razor blades.

"Fuck!" I whispere/cried.

I stood up and opened the door. It was pitch black and no light shone except for the moonlight ceeping through the windows. I heard silent crying down stairs. Oh God. I made him cry...! I quietly walked into our, erm his bedroom and searched everywhere. The crying hadn't stopped and it was making me feel worse. God damnit.

I finally found them and turned around but I ran into something. I landed on the floor with a thud and quickly shot up when the crying stopped and I heard footsteps. I ran out, across the room, and into mine. I quietly shut the door.

I locked it and crept over to my bed.

I sat down and sighed holding the blade to my thigh, as my arms were filled up.

1. For the misscarrige 2. For making Andy cry 3. For the heck of it 4. Fuck my life 5. I don't know

I went into the bathroom and cleaned it up. I heard a crash and then a 'FUCK MY LIFE!' I ran out and into his room. I looked over and saw the dresser, the. fucking. dresser. on it's side, and Andy on his knees crying.

I ran over and fell to my knees and pulled him into a hug. I soothed him and his breathing became even again. I held him to my chest tightly. He had his arms wrapped around my waist and non of us moved.

"Andy... This is my fault. I'll just go." I said. His grip tightned around me and I couldn't move.

"No. It's not your fault. Don't go Madison." He whispered.

I sighed. He shot up out of my grasp and grabbed my wrist. Oh fuck did that hurt. I pulled back and gasped.

"Madison why?" He asked taking it back carfully.

"Because I fuck everything up." I whispered and looked down. He cupped my chin and pulled my face to meet his.

"You don't fuck everything up Madison, you make things better." He said. After a few minutes he leaned in but I pulled back. His face fell and he sat up. I heard a meow and looked over to see Crow and Femme sat beside me. I smiled and picked them up. I gave Andy Femme and I walked back to my room with Crow.

I closed the door and headed to the bed. I let Crow climb in and then I climbed in to. I fell asleep stroking Crow.

Why is life so complicated?

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