I can't wait 'till school starts! I get to see my BFF Sean! I miss him so much. But, I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that he's leaving me and going somwhere far away from me.... I know it's wierd and it's probably not true but, I don't know.
I'll shutup and let you read the story. Even though nobody reads the author notes... -.-
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I yepled in pain as my cuts started opening and bleeding again. Grrr, fucking bitch.
"Shhh, it's okay. We'll clean 'em up okay?" Andy told me as tears weld up in my eyes.
I nodded my head and he led me to the bathroom. CC came in and held my hand as Andy cleaned them. I dug my nails into CC's arm and whimpered. Yes, even the slightest teniest tiniest touch, hurt like a bitch. After we were done I just walked out and said nothing. I walked to our bedroom and lied down. I was to weak to move anymore so I just stayed in bed all day.
We were heading home today and I was excited but I couldn't do anything cause of the fucker. I hope she's in more pain as I am. Probably not. I laid on my back and tears started pouring down my cheeks. I don't know why though.
"Babe are you okay?" Andy asked. The most stupidest question I have ever heard.
I didn't say anything.
"Sorry, stupid question..." He looked down.
I cried silent tears and fell deep in thought.
My life sucks. Andy can get someone so much better. I treat him like shit. All I bring is drama and bullshit. And Kellin... he loves me and I love him, but lastnight, made me realise if I go to him he'll hurt me. Andy love me and I love him so much but, what I'm going to do is for the best. I'm only doing it because I really do love him and everyone else.
~Later at night~
Andy looked like he was half asleep so I decided to go. I had everything secretly packed. I walked over to Andy and he stared at me sleepily. I had the bag clutched in my hand and he looked at it then me. His eyes began to close and soon he was asleep.
"I love you Andy, but this is for the best. I really do love you Andrew Dennis Biersack." I whispered and kissed his forhead. I walked out and found CC in the livingroom watching t.v.
He turned to me and noticed the back. He shot up And ran over to me. I put my hand up to stop him.
"It's for the best." I said and walked out into the cold night. I heard CC's cries as he was waking everyone up. I didn't pick up my pace or stop. I just simply walked. I knew they were gonna come after me but I don't care. I heard them shouting my name and they were getting closer. I didn't look back. That's bad luck.
"MADISON MARIE LANDERS!" I heard Andy yell. I kept walking. I couldn't turn around because I didn't wanna see his face.
I felt a hand clutch my arm and pull me back. I shrugged it off and kept walking.
"Madison? Why are you leaving me?" Andy asked. I knew he was crying.
"Because Andy, I love you. As cliche as it sounds." I told him not looking up with no expression on my face.
He took my bag and through it to Ashley.
"Hey!" I said turning to him.
Next thing I know he's throwing me over his shoulder. He started walking towards the bus.
"Andy..." I growled in his ear.
"Let me go. Your just making this harder." I whispered.
"No, I'm not letting you get away. Your are the best thing that's ever happened to me. Your stuck with me either way. If you like it or not." He said.
His face glistened with stained tears that fell from his crystal blue eyes.
I growled and crossed my arms in defeat. God he really does love me.
Life sucks.
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Fiksi PenggemarKinda shocked I got so many reads on this. (Considering all the grammar and spelling and every other shitty mistake)