This Is Who I Really Am

Chapter Five

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I sat .....

Yeah, that is all. The compartment was lonely and I had know idea how I was supposed to act. Am I serious in this world? Am I wanting to be a prankster, like in my dream world? Dream world, it cracks me up to call it that. If anything, this is my dream world. Maybe this is what happens when you die. You're reborn into a different dimision of your life and you live it every possible way for the rest of time. I shudder at the thought but all the what if questions were circling in my mind, giving me quite a migraine. I don't know what I will do when I see Fred. Will we make the connection like before? I mean we were older and now he might think I am just like every girl at Hogwarts. I thought long and hard until an awful that came into my mind.
What if this universe involves me and Fred not being together? I mean we never ended up getting married before, but we were atleast together. I vow to not be killed that night, that awful night. I vow to protect everyone and to keep the ones I love close. I will not leave Fred alone!