I Don't Want You To Save Me (Niall Horan Fan-Fiction)

A Fresh Wound (Chapter 1)

*Breiana's POV*

        Never have I ever thought I'd be in this situation before. A life changing experience that no one should go through, but look. Here I am.  I can't even look at the people who remind me so much of him. I know it might be rude, but do you expect me to look at them when this news is so fresh? It's like there was a bullet shot at my heart. I didn't die, but a piece of my heart was taken away, a hole in my heart. What to do now?

      I started to make my way to the lake that my father, and I used to fish at. We'd spend so much time there, and no one would find us. They all knew we were okay, and that we were together. Laughs and Smiles were shared there. A lot of them were. Just not enough.

      As I get in my car on the edge of crying, I've only have just found out, what am I supposed to do? Smile, and act like everything is fine when it really isn't? I do that all the time. I can't just hear possibly some of the worst news ever, and be okay with it. As I turn the car on my One Direction music starts to play. I remember how my dad had memorized "What Makes You Beautiful" for me. This made me want to cry even more. I drive down the all so familiar road down to the Lake. As I get out of the car, the place doesn't feel right. It feels empty, but something tells me that people are here; At the moment I couldn't be bothered by it.

    As I make my way down to the water; the exact place my dad, and I  would have the time of our lives. I slowly started to let the tears roll down my face. If someone was here, then I wouldn't want to draw much attention. I HATE attention.  But when it comes to sympathy I hate it even more. I don't even know how I am gonna be able to go through life with this. I guess you gotta do what you gotta do.

    I slowly found myself crying more and more,  I heard faint footsteps, but I could careless; they'll probably leave me alone. Oh I was so wrong.

"Are you okay?" an Irish voice that sounded kinda familiar. I simply shook my head. that's when I broke.  He tried calming down me down, and asking why I was crying. I told him what happened, and he hugged me. In that moment I have never felt safer.