Deaf Love [Boyxboy]

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I ran down the hall as fast as my little legs could take me.

The halls were empty as as always. It's such a coincidence how no one is ever around when I'm being trampled on by a bunch of guys.

I turned a corner and came to a halt.

My life was over when I faced the enemies that taunted me. They examined me and came in towards me, mumbling things to each other.

I back away only 3 steps and landed against someone.

I closed my eyes hoping it was Superman coming to save me, but it wasn't.

I was suddenly pushed to the ground with no warning; knocking me around. I knelt on the floor as the beating started. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I got kicked hard and deep into my chest.

I clutched into a ball, shielding myself from the brutal beat down. Every side of me I was being kicked, punched, and thrown across the hall floor.

My eyes were closed tightly hoping it would stop. I couldn't get up or scream at all. It was all so frightening.

I lay there, tears still fell.

It felt like years until the attack had stopped. Anger and sadness boiled in me. I glanced as they stepped into a nearby class.

Finally.

I laid there for awhile as I regained my stability. My body ached in excruciating pain. I held my stomach as I whipped the blood of my lips. It tested bitter as I spat it out.

I sat up. My vision got a bit blurry and I got dizzy.

Ugh. It hurts so much. I couldn't take it anymore. Jonathan better not rescue me.

Soon everything started to spin. I blacked out against the wall, blood streaming down my throat; tickling me.

Unicorns pranced on fluffy rainbow clouds that looked like cotton candy. I reached my hand out to grab it, but it just disappeared.

Hey! What's going on here? I want the candy. I groaned.

Come here you, y-you crazy unicorn dog you..

I awoke, glancing around the familiar room. The nurses office again, twice in one week. I sigh in my head.

The nurse Ms. Diane settled my down. I leaned on my elbows on the little bed. It was small in the room I could see Jonathan walk in from the entrance. Jonathan looked horrified and shocked at the same time.

Damn he saved me again. Why's he always there, But never there to stop the beating. Jonathan ran over to my side.

Without even a hug of comfort or reasonable eyes, he texted on his phone fast.

"Jaxon what happened???"

He ran his hand against my cheek. I flinched and noticed a tear fall from his eyes.

Jonathan was crying for what? I'm nothing. He cares about me that he would shed a tear. I backed away. He must be bluffing. No one ever cared about me. But why did he? I question myself. Jonathan hated me, now he has a change of heart.

Jonathan quickly whipped the tear away so I wouldn't see him cry.

"It's none of your business, why do you care all of sudden so much?"

He shuffled in his chair in surprise. Jonathan thought hard to himself.

"Because no one should hurt a human being like this" Pfft, and he should talk. Jonathan gave me caring look.

"You use to hurt me all the time" I confessed.

Jonathan frowned and gazed at his phone for awhile. I must have said something because Jonathan got up and left the room without looking back.

Jonathan was acting so weird. He must be those guys that take things to heart. Sensitive much. Sheesh. I ponder at the thought.

Did bullies have feelings? They have complete and zero percent remorse of doing anything or harming anyone in any shape, way or form.

I'm sure Jonathan will be okay. Soon this whole caring, fake, charades will end.

Bullies always seem to aim at me. I'm a bully magnet I guess. Bullies must have a reason to bully others. A deep, dark secret in their life must have happened to make them this way. A bubble securing their past life troubles and putting it out on everyone that pass them.

But then again what do I know. I'm just a deaf guy.

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The streets were dark as I made my way home. I didn't want to ride the school bus today because of the incidence in the hall. I'm not going to be riding the bus ever again. It's too much for me to handle.

My body still in pain, I sped walked down the city street.

Pedestrians walked up and down the darken sidewalk. Buildings still open and shun bright at the city streets. Street lights flashed like a firework.

I could have sworn I was in Las Vegas. I giggle in mind at the thought of the millions of hookers Id see.

I roamed around with my hands in my sweater pockets as the cool breeze rushed towards me. It was a bit chilly.

I felt something making it's way in my direction.

Someone ran so fast past me my hoodie went on mu head. The stranger bumped my shoulder hard and didn't stop, and kept running as a few other guys ran bypassing me.

Jerks nowadays! I saw a glimpse of there recognizing faces but not much. Must've robbed a store.

Stupid misdemeanors. They'er always people being stupid around these parts of town.

I glimpse of light of the corner of my eye attracted me and I saw a phone.

An iPhone at that. I bent to pick it up.

Someone's going to be furious when they find out there phone is missing. A very valuable, expensive phone.

I kept at my way. I didn't bother to look into the phone. That's just invading someone privacy. But I'm dying to see what the phone looks like. No Jaxon, don't do it.

I tucked the phone in my back pack and clutched my backpack strap around my shoulder.

I looked both ways til I cross the street.

My attention was drawn when I saw the words "Gay Bar" on a building.

Uhm.. The temptation was pushing me. I've never been to gay bar before.

I don't remember this place being here, out of all my life here never once have I seen it. It must be new.

I don't know why but, my body was urging me to go. But my mind said no!

It was a gay club for Pete's sake. I'm not gay.. at least I don't think I am.

Now that I think of it. I haven't question my sexuality yet, ever since..

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OKAY! :D SO I AM SOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FAST ENOUGH! I made this chapter longer because It was what I wanted lol.

Ok so Jaxon will have more problems going through his head then a never ending math problem. Heh jk. But he'll meet people, go places, do "things" and see himself that people do care about him. So stay tuned. :3 I WILL WRITE MORE. hopefully. Predict what will happen next. (:

OH AND THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS! ^___^ love you guys.

-Love Criz. <3