Deaf Love [Boyxboy]

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Ever since first grade. It was the third week of school, we were outside for recess. This guy at school was really cute, Ashton was his his name. I had developed a crush on him.

I never really liked a girl before or thought of one like that. But Ashton made me happy.

Boys aren't suppose to like other boys. But I did for some reason. I didn't why though. I hung out with Ashton. He knew I was deaf so we he would write whatever he said as did I.

He was nice to me and I thought he liked me just how I liked him. We were at his house for a sleep over with the rest of his friends.

Ashton and I were in his room just watching tv and playing with his toys, then we just looked at each other for awhile. I leaned in to kiss him out of surprise he kissed me back. It was just a peck on the lips.

It was nice feeling of his soft lips. Then he pushed me away and ran out the room. He left them there and then his Mom came in and took me home.

Ashton must have told on me cause'

my mom said I could never go over at Ashton's house again. I cried all night. Why would he tell on me but he kissed me back? I would think to myself everyday. I couldn't tell anyone about that day hence. And I told myself I wasn't gay. But my heart told me different.

I zoned out of that horrid flashback and continued walking and turned my direction of the gay bar. I felt like just having fun, today was horrible and now thinking of Ashton made it worse.

I hesitated for awhile as I see a long line, a bouncer and vibration that must be music. I've never been to a club or a party besides my birthday before. Ha. Maybe going to this place will help me with sexuality and myself.

I was intrigued at the sight. I headed towards the door but was soon held back by a big, tuff guy wearing all black.

He looked me up and down and pointed me inside.

Wow, he let me in! I glanced back at the long line of waiting people persuading the bouncer to get in. I didn't even have to beg to get in. Nor did I need an I.D.

My eyes widen and my mouth agape when I saw the place. Lights flashing everywhere, people dancing on each-other, a bar, steam and sweating people walking past me.

Well, there's no turning back.

I made my way through a crowd of guys grinding on each other. A few guys looked at me making me blush.

I found the bar and sat on a nearby stool.

A drink shouldn't hurt. I took my phone and signaled the bartender over. There were shelves of different drinks I've never had before.

"Could I get a shot or whatever you have? I'm not familiar with this place or drinks. Thanks"

He gave me an odd look and opened his mouth to say something.

"Sorry I'm deaf" His face saddened and he poked out his bottom lip.

'Oh It's fine hah I've never seen you around here. You look a little young to be in here' The bartender wrote on a napkin as he poured something in a glass cup.

"Yeah, I guess. First time in a gay bar" I seem him chuckle. I smiled.

'Eh, well welcome' He handed me a drink and left.

Should I drink it? Hell yes I will. I didn't just come here to admire it. I gulped the drink down my throat. It stung my throat.

Spicy stuff. I taped the counter and signaled for three more to get the bartenders attention.

The adrenaline was rising.

A sudden brush against my shoulder I turned and faced a familiar face.

'Hey' He use sign language. Oh my god! A deaf person.

'Hello' I smiled warmly.

'Guess I'm not the only deaf here haha' He smiled back.

'Yeah. How'd you know I was deaf?' I asked.

'The bartender came over and told me about someone being deaf' He replied.

'Oh'

'Hah I'm sorry, I'm Cris'

'I'm Jaxon'

He was really hot. I mean hot HOT. His gray eyes were like gorgeous and his long, black hair swooped across his face. He looked like model.

My day got better my the second.

'Nice to meet you Cris' I drunk my drink in one gulp this time.

'Wow slow down bud, hah' He patted my shoulder softy.

'Heh, today has been stressful'

'How so?' Cris asked with concern.

I shock my head and drunk some more. The taste was sour but it relieved the pain, mentally.

'So, um Jaxon would you like to dance with me?' He put his hand on my knee.

My heart froze and my body went still.

He offered me to dance with him. I can't just turn down an offer like that. This is a one in a life time chance. Plus, I've never danced with anyone before. Especially a boy. He was too cute

'Yes' I tried to look too overly excited but I acted like it. I jumped off the stool and took a few more shots down and one with.

Cris grabbed my hand and dragged my into the steamy crowd.

He pressed up against my chest and then turned around.

Cris grind on me. It felt good the way he put his body on mine I blushed as he grabbed my hand, placing it on his butt.

Sheesh this guy works fast.

I grabbed it and danced at the vibration of the beat. I twirled him around so I was facing him.

Bodies grinding on everyone. I got a little bit more comfortable dancing with Cris.

I felt the alcohol going through me.

"Woo" I yelled without thinking.

The crowed was wild. It was really hot though, or maybe that's just the hot guys. ;] I grin.

Cris got behind me and bent me over. The position made me excited a little.

I'm starting to think I've been gay all along, but didn't believe it.

I liked how Cris had his hands on my body. He danced on me for awhile.

I totally forgot about everything, bullying, beat up, being deaf, family, Jonathan, Bryce. Everything.

Tonight was amazing. I was not going to let those problems interfere with my night.

I was officially drunk after my last shot.

Cris came in, only inches from my face and pressed his beautiful, pink soft lips on mine. It tasted of liquor.

He closed his eyes and deepened the kiss with his tongue.

I was internally shocked.

A guy I didn't know just kissed me. So cliche.

He wrapped his hands around my waist and presses his warm body on mine. I licked his mouth as Cris filled me up.

Mmm. I felt sober. We stopped kissing and he continued to rubbed himself on me.

I just kissed a boy,

and I liked it.

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Wow Jax. You dirty boy. What happened to the innocent, good Jaxon? Oh that's right, Cris took It out of him with that kiss.

Hmm..

Love Cris ^__^