My Nigga , My Nerve ( Book 1 )

Childish Much

" Get The Fuck Off Me Troy Damn " I Said As He Wrapped His Arms Around My Waist , Trying To Kiss My Neck . " Bae I Was Just Playing Man . A Nigga Can Never Joke Witcha Ass " He Say As I Tried To Get Out Of His Hold But Failed . He Put His Chin On My Shoulder . Wrapped His Arms Back Around My Waist & Started Rubbing His Hands Across My Stomach " Whatever Troy . You Know I Take That Shit To The Heart . You Know Not To Play When It Comes To Shit Like That Especially Me " I Say . I Sound Like A Baby . I Thought To Myself If Your Trying To Figure Out What's Going On , This What Happened . An Hour And 15 Minutes Ago I Was Home Just Chilling With My Cousin . We Was In My Living Room Watching Martin When I Got A Call From Troy . " Baeeeeeeee " ? He Was The First To Speak . " Yesssssssss " ? I Say Dragging Out The End Like He Did . " What You Doing Ma " ? " Watching Martin With Mon- " I Didn't Get To Finish Before I Heard A Slight Groan Then Him Speak . " Mannnn A Nigga Miss You , Where You At " ? He Says Trying To Act Like He Didnt Just Get Irritated That She's Here . Troy And Monique Dont Like Each Other. Why ? That's For Another Time ! " Im Home . Stop Acting Clingy Bitch . You Just Seen Me Like 3 And A Half Hours Ago ! I Say Referring To When We Had Lunch At Red Lobsters For My Lunch Break . " Dont Play With Me Cheyenne . Make Me Slap Yo Ass Through This Phone . Don't Show Out Cause That Bit- " " TROY " I Yelled . Ignoring All That Ra-Ra Troy Was Spitting I Had To Straighten Him On This Calling My Cousin A Bitch . Troy Knows Better And We Done Faught Plenty Of Times From Him Putting His Hands On Me . No Abusive Shit But Still Dont Put Your Hands On Me . I Got Up From My Place On The Couch And Walked Through The Hallway , In The Kitchen , Out The Sliding Glass Door And Onto The Patio . " Look , I Know You Ain't Too Fond Of Monique , Hell Not Fond Of Her At All But She Ain't Gone Be Too Many Of Your Bitches . I Done Told You About That Forreal Tr- " " Mannnnn A Nigga Dont Wanna Hear A- " Did This Nigga Just Interrupt Me ? " Make Me Fuck You Up Troy . Dont Make Me Come Tap That Ass . Dont Play Stupid . Like I Was Saying Dont Call Her Out Her Name . You Dont See Me Calling Michelle Out Her Damn Name . So Dont Do Monique . And Yo Raccoon Face Ass Bet Not Interrupt Me Again " I Say , Laughing At The End . " That Lil Ass Baby Snap You Did Shut That Shit Up . A Real Nigga Dont Wanna Hear That . Ol' BBQ Sauce Bottle Neck Ass " He Says . I Burst Out Laughing , The Stuff This Nigga Comes Up With ! In The Mist Of Me Laughing He Starts Laughing Too . It Got Quiet Soon After But Didnt Last Long . " Im Hungry Bae You Gone Feed Me " ? He Asks All Sweet And Sexy Like . " Nope , Call Up Ya Lil Trick And Have A Feast " I Say . Troy Was Tryna Eat Some . A Real Girl Was Over Here Feening . But I Wanted To See What He Was Gone Say If I Said Some Slick Shit Like I Just Did . " That's That Shit I Be Talking Bout " He Say Sounding A Little Off . I Guess That Wasn't The Answer He Was Looking For . " Im Sowwy Boobie " I Say . I Mean Lip Poked Out And All Like He Can Really See Me ! It Got Quiet Again . But Not For Long . " You Miss Me " He Says .... I Told You Not For Long . " Nope " Popping The P At The End . If I Dont Want Him Coming Over Why In The Hell Would I Miss Him ??? Dumb Ass Dude I Swear " Ssssssss ..... I Wasn't Talking To You Dumbass Girl " He Says To Me . Really ? " Then Who You Talking To " I Ask . Troy Told Me He Was Visit His Grandma So I Ain't Think Nothing Of It " My Trick You Told Me To Call " He Say And I Can Feel My Hands Tense Real Quick . " Troy Dont Play With Me . You Better Bring Yo Ass Over Here & You Best Be Here In 10 Minutes Tops " I Say Making The Tone In My Voice Pierce Through His Ears Letting Him Know I Ain't Playing . " Nahhh Fuck All That . I Gotta Go , My Trick Want Some Head & She Ready For Me To Pound That Ass " He Says With This Cool Ass Attitude Like He Ain't Just Tell His Girlfriend He Finna Fuck & Suck Another Bitch . And The Nigga Had The Nerve To Hang Up On Me . Troy & That Thot Got Life All Fucked Up . Ion Play Bout Mines . I Walked Back Into The House & Slammed The Sliding Glass Door . I Walked Into The Living Room . Looked At The Couch No Monique .... I Call Out Her Name . No Answer . I Know The Bitch Ain't Leave Me By Myself . Nahh She Not That Grimy , I Thought To Myself . I Was Just About To Call The Ragedy Bitch When I Heard A Giggle From Upstairs . I Walk Up The Stairs & Towards The Guest Room Mo Has . When I Reached The Door I Heard A Female Voice Coming From Behind The Door. Im Not One To Be All Up In A Bitch Ass And Shit So From Behind The Door I Told Mo That I Would Be Back . Bitch Had The Nerve To Ask Where Im Going With Her Nosey Ass . " Touch Ya Nose ... I'll Be Back " I Say . Just As I Turned Around To Walk Downstairs The Door Is Pulled Open . Mo Is Standing In The Door Frame With This Weird , Suspicious Look On Her Face . Starting To Creep Me Out Now . I Ignored Her Look And Shifted My Body On My Left Leg To Get A Better View Of Who Was On The Bed . I Couldn't See Still Cause Mo Ol' Wide Back Ass Got Some Broad Ass Shoulders Blocking My Way . Whoever It Was , Was A Redbone With Light Brown Dreads & Tattoos . . " You Just Gone Stand There With That Ugly Ass Look On Your Face & Waste A Bitch Time " ? I Say Annoyed I Been Standing Here For Like 54 Seconds & She Ain't Fix Her Mouth Up To Say Nothing . I Seen A Light Flash Through The Windows From Downstairs . Like Cars Lights . I Didn't Have Company Nor Did Mo , Besides The One She Has . Probably Got Lost And Using My Driveway To Turn Around I Thought . " You Going To Get Some Witcha Lil Hot Ass Huh " ? She Asks Smirking " Hoe Dont Play . I Value My Virginity Unlike Yo Loose Pu**y Ass " I Shoot Back . I Dont Care If You Playing Or Not . I Take The Simplest And Smallest Things Serious . Ion Play With Kids . Im Defensive About Everything . EVERYTHING . " Bitch - " I Mushed Her Ass In The Center Of Her Forehead . " Watch That Bitch Word Mo . Ima Let You Slide Cause You Got Company ..... Anyways I'll Be Back " I Say . To My Surprise ..... Well Not Really , Monique Got Quiet . She Just Nodded Closed The Door And Went Bout Her Business . I Jogged Down Stairs , Grabbed My Keys And Slide On My Pink And Black Jordan 14 Slides That Saved Me A Trip From Going Back Upstairs To Find Some Shoes . I Open The Door , Close It Then Locked It . I Turned Around To Start Walking To My Driveway But Didn't Get Far . A Truck Was Parked Next To My Car . So I Was Half Right . Oh Hell Nawww . Ignoring The Stupid Automobile And Its Driver That Was In Front Of My House I Began Walking To My Car . I Unlocked My Car Doors . The Moment I Pried Open My Car Door , The Driver Side Of The Truck Shut . Trying To Hurry Up The Car , I Manage To Drop My Phone . I Picked It Up When Troy Brings His Ugly Ass Infront Of Me . " Bae Where You Going " ? He Said Grabbing My Hand And Keys . He Had This Big Silly Ass Cheesy Grin On His Face Showing His Perfect Pearly Whites . Ol Hot Dog Tater Chip Bag Ass Niger ! I Thought In My Head , But The Look On His Face Told Me Not Only Did My Brain Say It , My Mouth Did Too . " Dont Touch Me . Trifling Ass DOG . Im Going Bout My Bidness I Suggest You Do The Same Patna " I Spat . When Im Pissed I Turn Into ATL's Finest . Fuck He Thought ? I Snatched My Keys Away Also While Mugging Him . " What I Do Chy " ? He Ask Pissing Me Off More With His Stupidity . " You Know What You Did Troy . Don't Play Stupid With Me Mane . Tried To Play Me Like Some Lil Dumbass Female . That Shit Wasn't Even Cool On The Real Troy . You A Nasty Dirty Ass Ba- " I Didn't Even Get To Finish . Troy Pulled Me In His Warm Arms And Kissed Me .. Passionately . At First I Ain't Kiss Back , But I Couldn't Resist His Juicy Plump Lips . After Nibbling On My Bottom Lip He Bit It A Little . I Giggled . The Hell Am I Doing ? I Was Just 38 Of This Dude , Now Im Lovey Dubey Up With Him . Smh , Cheyenne You Needa Do Better Boss . " You Talk To Damn Much Chy . Shut The Fuck Up Sometimes Man " He Says After Pulling Back And Looking At Me , Then Chuckled Alittle . " No You Shut The F- " " There You Go Again . Gone Head On Man Ain't Nobody Tryna Hear All That Bull . " He Say Looking At Me Then Looking Away . I Can Tell He Was Getting Aggravated With My Stubbornness . But Aint Nobody Gone Talk To Me Any Kind Of Way Nor Try To Run Me For A Dummy . " Dont Try To Turn Shit On Me . You The One Out Here Doing Dirt & Shit " . Even Though I Told Him To And He Agreed ... Still . Bitch Knew I Aint Mean It . " Whatever Man " He Says Simply . " Be Real With Me Troy , Did You Really Go Through With It " I Ask Wanting To Know The Truth . " Gon Cheyenne Man A- " " DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT TROY " I Shouted . " Yepp I Did . After I Leave Here Im Going Back Over There " . He Twisted His Mouth And Said . He Looked Away And Was Staring At The Car Passing By . Really ? " I Can't Even Fucking Believe You Troy . You A Dumb Ass Basic Ass Fuck Nigga . Im Glad I Aint Lose My Virginity To You . You So Damn Stupid And Careless . Owwww Bitch Get Yo Stank Ass Out My Damn Face For I Sock Yo Ass . Nasty Ass Mother****** . Get Out My Damn Drive Way With That Ragedy Ass Escalade . Matter Of Fact Stay Yo Gay Ass Out My Damn Life " . I Went Off . I Was Fucking Hurt . I Wonder If I Told Him To Go Call Up My Sister Or Bestfriend Would He Fuck Them Too . Had The Damn Nerve To Come Kiss Me . I Looked At Him With Hurt But Mostly Disgust . " You Forreal Cheyenne ? You Really That Damn Dumb ? The Fuck Im Going To Get P***y From Stray Hoes For ? I Know Your Ass Was Playing . " He Says Quiet Calmly But A Hint Of Aggravation Me . I Looked At Him . " Then Why The Hell Did You Sa- " " Cause You Was Playing So I Played Along . You Tried To Play Me With That Fuck Shit . Its Like When You Play You Expect Shit To Be Gravy But Soon As Somebody Tag Along You Wanna Fight A Nigga " . He Sighed . " To Answer Your Question , No I Didn't Fuck Nobody . You Should Know Yo Nigga Aint A Grimy One . I Relaxed . I Was Relieved But Still Mad . He Too Damn Old For That Playing Childish Games Shit . I Smiled A Little When He Said " Yo Man " . It Was So Cute When He Talked To Me Like That . His Ol Sexy Ass ! Some May Think Im Crazy For Taking It . Trust Me Im Not . Troy Is The Only And I Mean ONLY Boyfriend That Can Actually Take My Mouth And Put Me In My Place . Every One Of My Boyfriends Let Me Run Them Over Like Little Hoes . That's Why I Did What I Did In All Those Relationships . It's Like I Was The Man And They Were The Women . I Need Some Aggression , But With Limits . I Aint Have That Till Troy Stepped In . Don't Get Me Wrong , Im Still Rude And Fiesty Ass Cheyenne . I Just Got A Challenge As A Boyfriend . " You Always Lying " I Say Rolling My Eyes And Laughing A Bit He Gave Me This Look . I Couldn't Catch What It Meant Behind It . " I Only Told Half A Lie Though . I Said I Aint Fuck Her . She Taste Like Sweet Canned Milk " He Said With This Grin . He Looked Straight At Me With An Emotionless Face But That Dumb Ass Grin . I Was Too Tempted To Slap It Off . " Nasty Ass Nigga . Might As Well Fucked Her . Know What ? Just Get The Hell Away Troy " I Say He Laughs . Not Even Laughs , This Nigga Is Dying Laughing . He Finds This Funny , Really ? So Damn Disrespectful . " Im Playing Bae " He Laughs And Grabs Me Trying To Pull Me Into Him He Play Too Much . Im Mad Forreal . Not 38 But Mad . He Needs To Grow Up . I Snatched My Arm Away Walking Towards My House Door I Heard Him Rush My Way And I Felt His Frame Collect Mine . I Tried Shrugging My Shoulders Out Of His Hold But He Wasn't Letting Up . This Is Where I Continue The Beginning Of The Story ! " That's Your Problem , You Play Too Much " I Say Rolling My Eyes . He Was About To Say Something But Went Against It . Yeah That's What I Thought Black Ass ! " Girl Shutup You Love When I Play With You " He Says With That Damn Smirk . And He Had The Nerves To Say That In His Shaneneh Voice ! I Burst Out Laughing . This Is Why I Love This Boy . He's One Of The Few That Knows What To Do Or Say To Keep Me From Being Mad With Them . He So Stupid ! We Could Be Arguing One Minute Then The Next We Talking Like Nothing Happened . Tell Me That Aint No Bi-Polar Shit ?! " Babe , My Legs Are Hurting Can We Go Inside " ? I Pout To Him . I Did Want To Go Inside But My Legs Wasn't Hurting . I Just Wanted Him To Carry Me . " Daddy Got You " He Says . He Scoops Me Up Onto His Back And I Wrap My Legs Around His Waist . He Wouldn't Be Troy If He Didn't Do Something Freaky ! He Took It Upon Himself To Squeeze My Booty . " Troyyyy " I Squeak . I Slap Him Playfully Upside His Head . " Keep Yo Damn Hands Up Off Me " He Says When We Reach The Door . I Give Him My Keys To Unlock The Door . Once We're Inside He Locks It Back . He Turns Away From The Door And Faces The Family Room . Suddenly I Felt My Ass Hit The Floor ... Hard . This Negro Just Dropped Me Like I Was His Gym Bag . I Scowled Him . " Next Time Keep Ya Mouth Close" He Says Walking Away Leaving Me On The Floor . See What I Have To Go Through ? Ⓕⓐⓝ , Ⓥⓞⓣⓔ , Ⓐⓝⓓ Ⓒⓞⓜⓜⓔⓝⓣ ☺