The Light To My Life - (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Chapter 2 - Reasons Why!

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Wow Chloe!"Louis shouts dropping his backpack at the entrance and slidding over to me and cradles me!

"NO!GET OFF ME!!!"I cry as i fight for him to get off me.

"SHH...Chloe just chill shh...shh..."He says pulling me towards his chest whilst i cry.

"NO!LOUIS NO YOU CANT JUST... JUST SWEEP IN HERE EXPECTING TO COME BACK AND US BE CLOSE AGAIN NO!!" I sob pushing him off me.

"Chloe i know what i did was bad but ... wait am i the reason you just broke in to bits?" He questions looking guilty.

"No. I just bumped in to ... to..."I try to tell him putting my hand over my eyes.

"Who??" He questions.Maybe allot of people don't know that it was .... was....

"Mark Broughurst!"I cry.

Just before last January me and Louis where closer than friends but we wasn't a couple.He told me he loved me , he'd never met a girl like me in his life , he'd do anything for me , technically all the bullshit boys give you to blind you from there original game plan so they can break you're heart without a care in the world!He made me feel loved , wanted , worth something to someone.He made me feel like i was the only girl in the world.Then one day he invited me to a party with loads of people from school and a rumor had been spread about me and Louis one was that i was pregnant with his baby , another one was than i shagged him in the ally , petty little untrue rumors that practically wer'nt true at all.Me and Louis both denied them all but one day we was sat on my bed when Louis leaned over to give me a kiss.Hey i'm a girl I'm not gonna say no to a kiss right but what i didn't know was that Louis wanted more than a kiss which shocked me so much when he started to take his shit off.I warned him i didn't want it and pushed him off me.But i wont deny that he is a good guy so he didn't come back for more but this pissed him off and he stormed out and i ran after him and we had a massive fight outside my house in the rain and he just drove off on his lime green motorbike with his tight,black leather jacket on that makes his arms look bulky yum...eww Chloe no ... anyway he drove off and i have this enemy yeah called Zoe Smith . She ruined my life , made me feel like i was 2 cm tall, she bullied me for 10 years and i couldn't stop it and school did nothing about it so i lived with it and one day Louis stuck up for me and told her to back off . I've got in a few fights with her from time to time but she came in a group so even if i twated her id always be the one who lost because her mates would then batter me for going near Zoe so yeah i couldn't win.So that day when he drove off he went to her house and made out with her and she told me she had sex with him and he said that he never loved me which caused me and Louis to have this massive argument.It turns out he didn't have sex with Zoe but we did fall out which led me in the wrong path.Thats when i met Mark....

I'd seen mark around school a couple of times but when i stormed off i bumped in to him and cause i was crying he took me to his house and calmed me down and we got to know each-other.He seemed like such a nice guy but it was way to good to be true.We became really close like closer than me and Louis where and then one day he asked me to do a fan-sign but not on my belly or my leg or my arm...My boobs.I said no at first but then he some how persuaded me to do it and it turns out a week after everyone from 4 collages in England had seen the fan-sign and lets face it my boobs are not big at all so people took the piss and bullied me where ever i went.I had no,one there or me Nazmin was in hospital for an operation , Courts was visiting her grandmother in Australia and Harry Nail Liam Zayn and well Louis where on there tour so i had no,one on my side to help me through it....I was alone!This led me to depression which caused me to be a risk to myself.I would never put anyone else in danger so i locked my self in my room and only came out for water now and again.I became anorexic , i self harmed , drank bleach and had an overdose and to make it worse i took the pills with vodka.One day i was in my room and i got a message off zoe saying "Aren't you dead yet..Hurry up already!" which automatically sent me in to a deep hole. No matter how hard i tried to get out of it i couldn't i was stuck and i got the knife and promised my self this is it I'm going.I got out my camcorder and pressed record and i was sat on the end of the bed with the blade of the knife rested against my skin as i sobbed "Mum , Dad , Harry ... Everyone i'm sorry but i've done a bit mistake that i need to pay for.I sent a picture of my breast viral and I'm being bullied for it..I am a risk to my self and.....And i don't want to hurt any of you's so I'm going , Goodbye .... tell...tell everyone i said i love them and....i'm sorry for putting shame on the family!" i punched the off button thinking this was my last minute alive!!The knife was in position i was ready!!As i pierced it in to my skin Nazmin walked in and screamed "NO!! ANGIE"(my mum)"HELP!!" But nazmin was too late as she entered i looked her in the eyes nodded my head and mumble the words "i'm sorry" as i Rip the knife across my arm.I cut through a vein everyone thought i'd died. I fell in to a coma which i was in for 2 week.When i woke up harry was there with Courts and Naz. Harry was crying and apparently had been doing for days i never thought this would hurt him this much.No,one had dared looked at the video i recorded.They didn't want to know what had happened.How could i of been so selfish!!! School got notified of the problem when harry found out everything a month after i was let out of hospital as i was still getting threats and snide comments about killing my self sent to me over tumblr , facebook, even one directions fan club had thretening note saying "for Harry's sister .. If you're not dead we will beat you to death our self", why did people hate me. I shouldn't be judged for one mistake! I had the 6 week holidays to recover with my mates by my side and i felt better but soon as i saw mark it hit me like a tone of bricks!

"So he's the reason you ... nearly.. yanno"Louis figures out whilst he grabs my arms as i struggle to get away from him

"YEAH AND ITS YOU'RE FAULT!!IF YOU DIDN'T GO WITH THAT SLAG I NEVER WOULD OF MET HIM AND MADE THAT MISTAKE!!!"I shouted ask i fight from Louis arms and storm of to ballet 20 minutes late still crying a river of tears.I know i shouldn't of blamed Louis cause inside somewhere i know Louis isn't a bad guy!