Long Legs, Milky Thighs

Soonyoung/Hansol [genderfluid!Hansol]

"Sol?"

"Hmm?"

"What the fuck do you find attractive in him?"

Hansol laughed at Minghao's words--the usually quiet boy cursing was a funny sight. Hansol laughed and turned back to watch his boyfriend, who was dancing around with Seokmin, with a shrug.

"I don't know."

--

That was a lie.

Hansol could go on and on and on about why he loved Soonyoung with all his being. He loved the way the elder constantly dyed his hair (and despite the lovely colors he dyes it, Hansol will always prefer the natural black hair Soonyoung has). He loved him because Soonyoung always cheered him up, even when Hansol was just upset over small things. Loved him because of how he would waltz into Hansol's kitchen and start singing.

Hansol loved Soonyoung because he would hold him during extra hard nights, when Hansol wasn't a him, Hansol was a her or when Hansol wasn't either or when Hansol was both. He held Hansol at night because no one understood, no one knew and he had to keep it a secret because how would they react?

Hansol loved him because Soonyoung loved Hansol as him and her and everything in between.

--

"Does... Does this look okay?"

Soonyoung smiled, his eyes disappearing and Hansol felt warmth bloom in her chest. Hansol tucked piece of her hair behind her ear, blushed as Soonyoung took her hand and placed a gentle kiss on her knuckles.

"You look beautiful in blue."

A grin split Hansol's face in half and she giggled, smoothing her hands over her skirt to get rid of any wrinkles there might be. She looked up at her boyfriend with a thousand stars in her eyes, "Thanks, babe."

Soonyoung laughed, light and everything Hansol wanted in the world, and gathered Hansol in his arms. He peppered her face with kisses and reveled in the way she giggled.

They both parted so Hansol could go back into the changing room take off the skirt.

"Oh, my god." Just as they were about to go pay for the pair of skirts the brunette picked out, Hansol spotted a pair of... socks?

It doesn't matter, what did matter is that they had hearts. Lots and lots of hearts, forming three neat rows near the top. The hearts were small, barely noticeable from a distance, but they were a light blue and the rest of the material that made up the socks was white.

"These are the cutest things I have ever seen in my life."

"Aren't those thigh highs?"

"I don't know, but I want these. I'm getting this. You can't stop me, nobody can." Hansol clutched the thigh highs close to her body as she rambled.

The thigh highs in question crinkled in their package and Hansol beamed at her boyfriend, "Did you hear that? They agree. They want to come home with me. And you know what? They will."

Soonyoung chuckled and shook his head, "Are you sure?"

"If I don't have enough money, I'll leave one of the skirts." Before Soonyoung could answer or comment on her decision, Hansol bit her lip. She stepped closer to Soonyoung and looked at him through half lidded eyes, "If I get these, I'll probably model them for you."

Soonyoung inhaled sharply before he wrapped an arm around Hansol's waist and tugged her towards the front of the store, "You know what? I'll pay for all of this."

"Now, you're definitely getting all of these modeled."

--

"You should try them on."

Soonyoung looked at Hansol, "What?"

"Try them on! You know you want to." Hansol teased, handing over the thigh highs to his boyfriend, "You'll look great, don't worry, babe."

Soonyoung smiled at his boyfriend and pecked him on the lips.

Soonyoung stepped into their bedroom minutes later, pausing by the door to pose dramatically, "Look at these legs. Ooh, aah."

Hansol giggled with affection, "C'mere."

Soonyoung laughs and crawls into the bed, knees sinking into the soft blankets spread out on the mattress, "So? How do you like them?"

Hansol liked them a lot. He liked how they made Soonyoung look; how he was all long legs and milky thighs. He wanted to press his lips against the inside of them, leave marks behind so that if anyone saw them, they'd know that Soonyoung was his.

So without answering his boyfriend, Hansol pushed Soonyoung down and showed him just how much he liked the way he looked.

--

"Dude, what the fuck?" Soonyoung looked up at Jihoon's loud remark.

"Huh?"

"You looked like life fucked you over twenty times in one night." Jihoon's brow furrowed in mild worry at Soonyoung's dark circles and constant yawning. Not only that, but he was sure there were some bruises peeking out from under his collar.

"Actually," Hansol said as he sat down, "That was me."

The whole table rioted.

--

Hansol rolled off of Soonyoung, blinking up at the ceiling.

Hansol thought and thought until they were sure their brain would break. It was often that they thought about telling someone other than Soonyoung about their gender.

"Hansolie?" Soonyoung said sleepily, nuzzling into his lover's side, "Is everything okay?"

His voice was thick with sleep and dripping like honey, made Hansol's spine tingle with pleasure, "Yeah. I'm fine... I just..."

Concerned, Soonyoung propped himself on his elbow. The light from outside made his skin glow, made his eyes look darker.

Suddenly, Hansol was overwhelmed by how beautiful Soonyoung was, inside and out. Overwhelmed by how much love there was in their heart for Soonyoung.

Hansol placed a hand on Soonyoung's cheek. A smile was spreading onto Hansol's face, tears pricking the corners of their eyes.

"I love you, Kwon Soonyoung."

Their lover seemed confused, yet happy at the words, "Hannie, are you okay?"

Hansol didn't reply verbally, just dragged Soonyoung into a kiss. A kiss that poured every ounce of love they held.

They broke apart with the eldest of the two more confused than ever.

"I'm going to tell everyone about me tomorrow."

Soonyoung lasted looking confused for a few more seconds before he beamed, "Really? I'm proud of you, baby! That's a big step for you to take. I'm sure the guys will be fine with it. Even if they aren't, we don't need them in our lives."

"We?"

Soonyoung pecked Hansol's nose, "I love you, Hansol. I won't let you go through hard times by yourself."

"I love you too."

As they shared a chaste and loving kiss, Hansol thought that as long as Soonyoung was there, things would be okay.