Chenry love

18.

I was walking home from school with Henry next week is winter break. It's snowing. I was walking and I feel something hit my back u turn around to see Henry there with a smirk on his face so I decide to play along. I throw a snowball at him and we keep pleating . Then a snowball hits me and I fall face first. He rushes over to help me up when he sees the cuts. He looks taken back "h-Henry it's not what it looks like" I say "Charlotte why" he ask "because Henry it's been two months" I continue "my three best guy friends fight over me. My best friends are All very distant from me." I continue again "I'm depressed what am I susposed to do I have locked my self up in my room not going to school or anything for two months" "char you can't cut I'm sorry I fought with Jasper mad Andy" he continues "Charlotte we fight over you because your beautiful and wonderful, smart, sweet, funny and that's what a guy likes. I'm sorry char don't be mad I will quit it's just my feelings for you will never go away." And after hearing that I run away not knowing where but truthfully I don't care. From now on life goes how I want it. I run to the place Henry, Jasper and I always hung out as kids. The fort. They always called it fort jenlotte Jasper Henry and Charlotte put together. When your young ship names are hard. Don't Judge. I miss those times when I could tell him anything. When I could talk to him and tell him if I liked a guy or if I was sad. But now all of that is gone. Disappeared. Poof. I love Henry but I love Jasper and Andy too. I can't choose and now hemry found out I cut he is going to be so clingy now. I have three words to express how u feel . Lonely depressed scared.