Chapter Six

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A/N: Hey i uploaded my other chapter a few weeks ago and i hardly got any read or votes. Do you guys still read my chapter? Did you unship Clato? Did you move on? Please tell me. I got very disapointed. Anyways heres the new chapter hope you enjoy it as much as i love writing it..BYE oh and school already started.

I was searching for the impossible. Love. That word made me slightly laugh. Love, love, oh and love. What's love? Where do i get it? Do i need it? Love...The only love i got was from my dad and Cato. Yeah i was a very depressed child, i always tried to live life to the fullest. Though i can't. I can't take life for granted.

It was night time now. The stars were shining bright like a diamond. You could see the galaxys, the stars, the moon, the birds, the magic. There were so many wonders with the afterlife. Some you can't even believe. It's unbeliveable up here. I was kneeling next to the fire i just heated up. The fire's ashes were purple with a spark to it. It smelled like a smokers attack. Yet looked so beautiful. I could hear the fire crackle and bring back memories of me in District 2 with Cato having our own little campfire and singing as loud as we can. Yeah the good old times. I rubbed my hands together to stop me from shivering. My legs got tired and weak. I sat down leting my dress touch the grass. My hands were very pale from all of this. They still had a few dry cuts here and there. I let out a deep sigh. I closed my eyes and i imagined happy thoughts. Happyness. I saw a happy family in a happy home. I saw friends talking to eachother spreading the new gossip. I saw a lot of wonderful things, then he came across my mind. Cato. He was in my mind. He was leaning against a tree with his sword. His lips were moving. He was trying to tell me something. He mouthed, 

"Catch me if you can." I felt chills come dingling down my spine and i quickly opened my eyes. To morning? Morning already. Wow...I looked around and i saw the mountains landscapes. I got up and shook my dress from all the dirt.  I turned around and i saw a pathway full of dead rose pedals leading to a forest. I took the risk (after all i'm dead) and slowly walked to the forest following each rose pedal in sight. The closer i got the more scared i got. This forest was really getting scary. The winds blew stronger , Lightning came. Trees blew with the wind and then there's just me.

I took one last step into the woods. I turned around and the garden was gone all i saw was trees. I stood in the base waiting for something to happen just like the movies. I heard whisperes, With the voice of Cato. It was old saying we use to say when we would be kids. Then the forest came to a end and it became pitch black. I ran away screaming and i felt Cato everywhere. I felt tears streaming down my face. I ran like the wind. Unfortunatly i would always seem to run to dead ends. I wiped the tears with my palm. I ran faster and faster trying to run away from the forest. I saw the light. I almost made it out. I felt the positive energy come until i tripped on a tree's root. I lost it. I cried in sadness, i frusteration, in disapointment. I'm a bipolar person, Yet Cato accepted me like that. I didn't feel pain though. I felt vibrations in my leg. I touched my leg and i felt blood. That just made me cry more. 

I sobbed for what seemed like hours. I got up and i saw a paper on a tree. It had my handwriting. I walked to the paper that was pinned on a tree. I snatched it from the tree and read it.  It had my favorite song lyric written on it. 

 "Where there is desire there is gonna be a flame, and where there is a flame someone's bound to get burnt, but just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die. You gotta get up and try." 

I read it out loud and smiled like an idiot. I felt my dry tears in my face. This was mine and Cato's so called "jam". I let go of the note and walked away to the light. 

The light lead me back to District 2. I looked around and there was hard working men training there kids for The Hunger Games. I glanced over at some kid who tried to kick his dad but fell. I let out a weak smile. I looked to my right and i saw the training center. That's where i trained myslef. I got my very first knife there, other than my butter knife. I turned my head to my right and i saw the neighborhood. Cato's neighborhood. I had to go there. I walked to Clamchure Neighborhood. It was a pretty wealthy neighborhood. Cato was pretty spoiled. Yet he still had a heart. Cato always had one. It just takes time for him to prove it. 

I was now standing outside of his front door. His house was a 2 story house. I looked up and i saw his bedroom window. He still has his sword in display infront of the window for the whole neighborhood to see. I rolled my eyes on that thought. I walked to his front door and opened it to a newley decorated home. He had new furniture. New painted walls. New carpet. Wow. I went up his marble stair case and into his room. I stayed in place and let out a smile. His room is still messy, just the way he left it. His room was painted red. His favorite color was red besides black. I saw a sword collection in his wall. I walked over to his collection and looked at his swords. I admired his love for them. Just like i had for my knives.

I took one last look around the room and there i saw a bulky figure looking out the window. I walked closer to the....person? I stood there waiting for the boy to turn around. He was wearing a white t-shirt and denim jeans with boy boots. I waited for a movement. Then the boy turned around. I couldn't belive who i just saw staring back at me. It was Cato. He had cuts all over his body. 

What a miracle. "Cato." was all that escaped my lips before embraceing him with a bear hug that he gave in return.

A/N: OMG. SOOOOOORRRY FOR LONG UPDATE PERFECTION TAKES TIME YANNO? I WAS MINDLESS FOR THIS CHAPTER SO YEAH I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER. COMMENT, VOTE, READ! CX MUSH LOVE. WILL UPDATE SOONER BTW.

~Peace. Love. Clato. <3

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