This is um, very awkward.
"I um... Uh..." My face quickly heats up as I stutter on my words. I have only known him for 24 hours but it seems like there's something about how we've acted that made me do it.
I slowly move my face down to his and stop an inch or two away. I pull a few strands of hair behind my ear nervously. We stayed in that awkward position in silence until he moved his head upwards, and our lips touched.
It could've just been awkward and over with but no, I had to try and make a move. And now we're kissing.
I had been quite stiff but then I started moving my lips as he followed suit. I was starting to really enjoy it and then he bit my lip gently. I was getting nervous again when he suddenly places his hands on my hips and I push him away.
"I-I can't..."
He blinked as if he was unsure of his actions. I couldn't take the touching anymore and he knew why so why did he seem confused? His lust-filled eyes calmed and he looks down at his hands.
"Fuck. Oh jeez, I'm sorry! I-I didn't mean to." He quickly moved his hands so he was now laying on them. "I'm sorry Mack, I know I shouldn't have but I-"
"It's okay."
"What?"
"It's fine. You didn't do anything wrong. It's not your fault."
His eyes went dark again but with something other than lust: rage.
"A-austin?" I was honestly terrified at his new expression and quickly tried to scramble away but fell and landed on the bed next to him. He snaps out of it and looks over to me.
"Are you okay?"
"Um, yeah, totally. I'm fine."
"Uh, okay."
"You know what? I need to sleep. Goodnight!" I move to turn off the light but he stops me.
"Should we talk about this?"
"In the morning, for now, sleep!" Then I turn off the light and slip under the covers. Without thinking, I turn to him and and gave him a quick kiss and silently freak out that I did that.
He gives me a confused look. "What?"
"Goodnight!"
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Hang Me Up And Watch Me Die.
Подростковая литератураMack had never been a strong person. She kept many secrets that did nothing but hurt her, but she'd just feel more pain if she told someone. Finally, she can't take it anymore and tries to end it all, until she sees that figure running towards her...