THE JOURNAL

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HIS

I am not sure how... Or to be exact, I don't know how it starts.
How I started to have feelings for my one and only, milady SOPHIA GRACE ❤

Okay... Back then when we were in kindergarten I was always being bullied by some of the boys ( including my own best friend right now!)
And this so beautiful girl, and toothless too.
She greeted me with a graceful smile. Grace.
I smiled back too, showing off my once crooked teeth.
She sat next to me, she didn't say a word to me. I assume she's just shy..
As the year passes by, things weren't the same anymore. She seems too far from me I couldn't reach her.
I wanted to talk to her.
I wanted to tell her about my true feelings.
But will she listen to me?

HER

EVERYONE is showing their 'I'm sorry about your family' faces.
It is making me way too uncomfortable!!
Even the hot stuffs are showing the eejit face.
Bullshit! Stop it people I don't need your sympathy right now!
Here I am sitting in my favourite spot at the school library. Hoping that no one notices me here..but wait!
I'm a frequent library visitor.
Who cares anyway?
...
I didn't see Alex somewhere.. I wonder if he heard the news too.. This 'hot story' spreads so fast, like a wild fire.

"Aw my Gracie." That is obviously Miss Chen, our kindhearted, sweet, petite Asian librarian.
"Miss Chen.. Hi!" I try my best to give my sweetest smile.
"Gracie.. I heard the news. I am really sorry.. I hope you are going to be fine.. And if you need anything or someone.. I am always here." She hugged me tightly, making me suffocating. I need to breathe so I let her go.
"Thanks." I smile. I gathered all my things, I keep all my things in my bag and headed out of the library.

I need fresh air.

HIS

"Isn't that Sophia Grace?" Ralph said and I instantly look behind me.
She's sitting there with her book. As usual... No!unusual.. She never go to the football field before..
She looks damn perfect to me with the wind blowing her hair off softly.
Feeling distracted with it, she ties her hair up.
Every little thing she do is noticeable to me.
And undoubtedly perfect to me.
Weird huh?
But that's what happen when you're truly deeply madly in love with someone.

"Alex.. Dude! Why the Fxck are you staring her like that?" Ralph asked me.
"What? I'm enjoying the view, I'm appreciating God's beautiful creation." I answered and look at Her again.
She's looking at me too?
I can feel my cheeks blush. I give her my most awkward-but-sincere smile to her.
She gives me nice-one-but-hello-weirdo smile too!
And just a smile from her made my day.
Gosh... She's driving me wild!