How Bored I Am
Yeah, I mean it's been more than a month I think, about a month, closing in on a month, just something like that and we have been perfectly fine. And by me I mean Blair.
For a second there I was about to type her real name, but I didn't and even if I did, I could always just erase it so it's all good.... Just imagine like me nodding my head right now slowly, while smirking smugly. Maybe even add like sunglasses and like a surfer look, I don't know.
Anyway, it's not like I'm saying that I want to have this kind of drama in my life because I don't. I like drama, oh my I love it. Just when I'm not involved. So I'm not bored, I am happily accepting this vacation from emotional drama that I do not know how to handle.
But I do notice that she doesn't like talking about the conversations that we have. It's kind of like in the moment and then just forget about it because it was so embarrassing or something, I don't know.
I do know that she has a crush or Bea(bae- I'm not sure what you call it) and that is a little awkward considering I haven't had my first relationship yet and she has had her heart broken at the very least three times just last year in 2015. Which is a lot technically.
So I don't know how exactly to handle that so advice would be appreciated. YouTube videos are like TV shows. Unrealistic and over-the-top when it comes to giving out expectations in life( they kill dreams, little girls' dreams to be exact- including my little cousin who just so happened to be standing next to me as I was watching a expectation vs. reality video oops.... what am I saying I am so happy I ruined her dreams, maybe she will finally leave me alone. Jeez Im so mean..... Oh well I want my privacy and she still sleeps with her mommy because of the monsters underneath her bed) sooooooo....... I think that's all, maybe even to much but....
Thank you for helping me help her, Kacey
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Help Me Help Her
Non-FictionI am starting this book because nowhere in any of my searches does it say what to do if your best friend had depression. So I decided to do it myself. I just need to find people who are willing to read this book and help me out. Because it's not jus...
