How Hurt She Feels
Blair just called me. She is feeling depressed again. People like me. Nonsense, we are exactly the same. We are people, living in the same world, breathing the same air. But I know that's not what she thinks.
It's just I can't put myself in her shoes and think what she truly is thinking. Ugh I feel so confused. I never know what to say to her. I really just want to hand her away. Make her someone else's problem. Because she isn't, she's not a school assignment. I don't have instructions here. I haven't studied what I need to do in these kinds of situations.
But, I couldn't even hear what she said, she called me over the phone. So if I wake up tommorow and she's no longer breathing, it will be my fault. Why dont I tell someone. I'm pretty sure they would handle it better than I ever had.
I don't know which is more selfish. Wanting to make Blair someone else's problem or not wanting to give up on the situation which could then lead to her death. Ugh I feel like screaming for a thousand years. To bad my mom's right next to me at the moment.
If I need help its now. Give me wisdom. I know I'll need it.
Thanks for Helping Me Help Her, Kacey
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Help Me Help Her
Non-FictionI am starting this book because nowhere in any of my searches does it say what to do if your best friend had depression. So I decided to do it myself. I just need to find people who are willing to read this book and help me out. Because it's not jus...