My Skin Is My Sin

Dark Clouds

In my dark clouds, I hide and seek for no help. When it rains, it falls down on my black skin, I hide where i have no sun because even my eyes can't see nothing but dark shadows. In my tight corner where i see nothing but sadness and sorrow. There comes a day when even days becomes night, lights becomes darkness, lovers becomes haters and even men becomes gods!.
The fear of death is even more dangerous than death itself, But the fear of the unknown is the worse danger you can ever encounter . Fear has been the weakness of the entire universe. It has become the weapon many use to destroy others. With fear there is nothing you can even achieve in this world.
Search for your fears,fight your fears,control your fears and overcome your fears. For fear is the most dangerous tool the enemy uses to destroy the dreams and ambitions of people. Fear no death and fear not to live. Life offers nothing but to live or to die, So why should u fear to live, and also fear to die. For when you live, you will surely die. A man fears no death, For death is part of mankind.
Many are those who are enjoying shining clouds but others are enjoying dark clouds. You may never know the kind of clouds you are under now. I have been in my dark clouds. I try to see from the dark,so it will be easy for me when i try to see in the light. Light and darkness has nothing in common indeed. Because light never visits me even for once. We are like divorced couples.
One thing i have ever believed in is, Sadness may come at night but surely joy will come in the morning. Here are the days i sleep and wake up trying to face the light out of my darkness. But the more i try to see the less it appears to me. It appears like a rainbow, my light shines only when it rains. My legs are weak to walk and my hands are short to reach the door, but the more the darkness try to push me down, the more i try to stand on my feet.
I have never had encouragement from anyone but the rain becomes my motivation, anytime i see the rain, i remember there is still hope for light will surely shine again. When i see the rain, i drink from the drops of water and i still believe life goes on even in the darkness. When i drink the water, i have nothing to fear not even death, for water is life. Anytime i drink from the rain, then i believe i have added a new age to my age. For the rain keeps me strong. the rain makes me cold just to try to step on my feet, the rain keeps me cold and it makes me wanna reach the door just to close it and stop feeling cold.
I have been held for a longtime, i have been broken, i have been hurt, i have lost loved ones,i have felt more in my young age .I was weak but now i am strong, I had war but now i have peace, i was hurt but now i have been healed and i was hated but now i have love. I lost my truly love one but her soul will always rest in my heart and in peace. For all i know is dark clouds are never forever. MY TIME IS NOW!