Is she Okay?

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I looked at Antonio and said "Antonio is fine really, this is nothing compared to other times" He looked up at me anger visible on his face and said "What could be worse the beating the shit out of you?"

i looked down not wanting to answer the question, i heard shuffling on the outside of the door and figured all of his yelling caused the boys to come and listen. Antonio lifted my face up and made me look at him he said "Answer me taylor"

"rapping me,.....that's what could be worse then him beating me" i said in a low voice but once i saw his face fall i knew he heard me. He then picked more things up and started throwing them around and i said "Stop "

"Taylor he beat you and rapped you and your sitting their like everything's okay!"

"i'm not saying it's okay but there's nothing i can do about it so there's no point in getting upset"

Antonio's door opened and you could see the sad faces of all four boys as they looked at me, i sighed and Max said "he raped you?" in a low voice and i nodded him and Dylan looked like they were about to cry while Zach and Alex looked anger. Max and Dylan came and sat by my side and grabbed my hands" Dylan said "How long has this been going on"

"ummm well the beatings started when i was 9, that's when i was put up for adoption and Jeff and Kim adopted me and he started raping me when i was about 14"

Antonio looked at me and said "he's been abusing you for 9 year and sexualy asulting you for four?! Why didn't you say anything or do anything?"

"Who was i supposed to tell everyone including the teachers hate me and... i deserved it, I deserved every punch, smack, kick, i deserved it all"

Dylan said "what do you mean?"

"i mean everything bad that has every happened to me and they thing bad this is going to happen to me i deserve, i made my dad leave my mom because he said i was to ugly to be his daughter and he thought my mom cheated on him so he left, and my mom couldn't take watching me grow up because i looked to much like my father she said and she killed herself in front of me. My existence broke up my parents marriage and made my mom kill herself! So i let Jeff and Kim Abuse me and treat me like shit because that's what i am, i'm a horrible excuse for a human being just like everyone says!" I looked down as tears started to form and i didn't want them to see me cry. Everyone was quiet and that Antonio said "Everyone out" all the boys got up and i stood up to follow but he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his chest. He hugged me close to his body and i wrapped my arms around his neck and i just broke down, i'm not sure what came over me but i felt like everything weighed a lot and he held onto me even tighter as i cried. 

When i finally stopped we just sat their on the floor without saying anything

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When i finally stopped we just sat their on the floor without saying anything. He let out a deep breath and got up and picked me up and sat me on the bed. He then came back with a couple of his clothes in his hand and he picked me up and carried me down the hall, he opened the door and i saw that it was a bedroom and he sat me on the bed and sat the clothes next to me.He kissed my forehead and said "it's been a long day and you need rest" i nodded and sat still without saying anything, i heard him sigh and he said "Me, Zach, and Alex have to go take care of some things but Dylan and Max are down the hall they share a room it's 3 doors down okay" i nodded again and he walked out closing the door i walked into the bathroom that was connected to the room and i took a long hot shower and that i got dressed and laid in bed thinking until i fell into a deep sleep

He kissed my forehead and said "it's been a long day and you need rest" i nodded and sat still without saying anything, i heard him sigh and he said "Me, Zach, and Alex have to go take care of some things but Dylan and Max are down the hall they s...

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