The Diary Of Heartbreak

Last Forever

This is the day when I realized that these feelings aren't going to last forever. I still care, yes, but I shouldn't be holding on to something that's hurting me. I have friends that understand what I'm going through. But I also have friends to understand that this isn't the end. They show me reality and tell me "it gets better." And I know it does, because now it is. I realize that it's not the person that I love, but the memories that we hold. I can tell people about them. I can tell you how I felt. But no one will honestly understand how special those moments were to me. Every day I think "would it have been different?" And I know it would have been. I just wonder how. I wonder what my life would have been like if I never met that person. I'm glad it wasn't any different though. My life is as it is because of every event that has happened. The experiences that I have, I wouldn't have had if I had met them. Everything happens for a reason, that's true. So now I know to take my memories, put them to good use. Take my experiences, learn from them. And lastly, let go the person but not the memories. You're only holding them back. Let them be them and don't worry about it. Worry about myself, put myself first. It'll take a lot of time and energy, but I know it'll be worth it in the end.