The Diary Of Heartbreak

You Taught Me

I talked to my best friend about you one day. We talked about your habits. And the things we both saw you do. What we both knew about you. How we both felt about you. And she knew.
I told her I don't regret you. That no matter what happened I could never regret you. Because you taught me what it felt like to be wanted.
You taught me that loving myself is just as important as loving others. You taught me that the best way to help yourself it's not fall into other people's drama. You taught me that not everything is as it seems. You taught me that change is necessary, but I don't need to change for anyone.
You taught me to take a joke and understand that it may never fade. You taught me that my instincts are usually right. You taught me to speak my mind, and I'm working on that. You taught me to go for it and be passionate.
You taught me that late night talks are the best and normal conversations are boring as hell. I always asking questions keeps things interesting. That it's not all about texting. You taught me that if I ask enough it gets annoying. You taught me that nothing is as it seems. You taught me that stories are wonderful.
You taught me that growing up doesn't have to be horrible, but it's not all it's cracked up to be. You taught me that there is more to myself than what meets the eye. You taught me to make it or break it.
You taught me that I'm scared of a lot of things. You taught me that you are a prince, and I'm definitely not an angel. But most of all, you taught me to be me, no matter what.