Hey guys! I know I have been gone for who knows how long but it was LONG. Now I'm out of my writer's block faze but see, I have kept track that I have been off Wattpad for a really, really long time. And a lot of you guys are probably getting discouraged at my lack of post, so I felt like the least I could do is owe you an apology and an explanation.
Now, see I have a problem. It's not a humongous one, like I have a disease or I am being caught in a super mysterious life thriller (wish that could happen though..... The second one, not the first).
My problem is the fact that I like too much originality.....
I know I sound crazy so let me elaborate. I prefer to have my work be done the first time. It's really annoying for me, because it's actually why I stopped many of my stories back in the past. Now how do I get these problems? Simple. When I do a draft and I don't get it done....................HOW FREAKING LAZY IS THAT?!?! TT ^ TT
I need to have my stories be finished in a day or I lose my train of thoughts, or there was this one incident where I saved my draft so I could go to class, and EVERYTHING WAS GONE! Like freaking, I didn't even leave Wattpad or my story, and the whole page was gone!!! Just a few seconds after saving, and everything disappeared.
These sort of things cause me to become very lazy and it's becoming a real nasty habit. Like it all started on the story A Zodiac Fantasy, and that's mainly why only the prologue was published. Then it went to A Star's Blessing, which makes me sad because I really wanted that one to be a good story but it was like everything I had in mind, vanished. Now it's really affecting me to even go on Wattpad, and I have a lot of awesome people here.
Now, you may ask what causes this? (If you didn't, well now you did xP)
There are a lot of factors but the main three is school, art, and classes.
School has gotten me really busy after the second or third week of February. In fact, my head really hurts now because this is one of the first time I get a break from homework but my head is used to overload.
Then there is my art life. I know I do stories but story writing is mostly my friend Sagishii-Kun's type of interest. For me, I'm more into drawing and designing. In fact, that's what is leading me to make a manga or a comic so this might be another factor.
Then finally, classes. Now this may confuse you because aren't classes part of school? Well, the difference is that these are classes outside of school. I only have two but really they ate taking a toll on me. Instead of going to high school 5 days a week, I go 6 days a week, because my dad signed me up for a college-prep program and they are forcing me and my sister to go to classes on SATURDAY!!! It's like they think we don't have a life T ^ T. Yeah, and another class I take is my church classes which are afterschool on a Tuesday. Even though they are only two, these two are my ultimate excuse. One of them takes place at 6 pm and ends nearly at 8 pm, while the other is early in the morning at 8 or 9 am and I don't leave until 1 pm. The 8 am - 1 pm is really BORING so I always end up so tired after....
So yea, these are the reasons I haven't been publishing. I'm so sorry for making you guys get down on the Valentine's Special and a BIG SORRY to GirlRuler for not publishing your request. Some of these drafts are still in storage and I just haven't been on Wattpad or my stories for a while. The only times I am, is because I got notified on a follower and like I said, I do follow you guys back and even check your stories if they look real interesting.
This is all I wanted to say and once again, so sorry for this inconvenience TT A TT
