Why Did You Save Me? (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 20

Harry and I went to bed. It was about midnight and we were exhausted. We got into the bed and snuggled close. To make me fall asleep easier, he hummed in my ear.

He stopped humming for a minute which confused me. I turned over to look at him.

He was covered in... Blood.

His eyes were closed.

And he wasnt breathing.

I screamed.

Then i woke up.

Harry was next to me. I shook him to see if he was alive.

"What's wrong? Are you ok?" He asked immediately getting up.

"You're alive!" I yelled and hugged him.

"Why wouldn't I be?" He asked confused.

"I-I think i had another nightmare." I said.

"And, i was dead in it, I guess." He said.

I nodded.

He hugged me again.

"We're going to get through this, Skye. I promise."

"It just seems so real. It looks like it is actually happening."

"I know, I know. But I'm here. I'm still alive. I'm not hurt." He said.

"I love you, Harry. More than you will ever imagine."

"I love you too, Skye. And that will never change. Now try to get some sleep."

I laid back down and Harry held me close to him. I fell asleep. I was scared i was going to have another nightmare. I cant take it anymore. Those nightmares are the death of me. I just wish they would stop. I wish that i had good dreams about Harry. Not bad ones. Why can't I have normal dreams? Why cant I be normal? Why is this happening to me?

Too much thinking.

Too little time.

Speaking of time, i need to know when to tell Harry about my cancer... I need to tell him soon. When? I don't know right now. But I promise it will be soon. I just don't know how he will react. What if he doesn't understand? What if he gets mad because i didnt tell him?

So many questions...

I think too much.

Like...way too much.

I need to calm down.

Just try to get sleep, Skye.

It will all be better in the morning.

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Hey guys.

I'm still not feeling well.

My back is worse, my headache is worse, and my stomachache is worse.

Ughhhhhhh

Anyway... Love you guys.

Maddie<3