One night changed everything

Chapter twelve

Chapter twelve

Lucille's POV

I don't know how much longer I can take this pain. I knew that the moon goddess said that it was going to be painful and boy she wasn't kidding.

I can't seem to get back to sleep because my body won't stop aching and every time I move the littlest bit it feels like my body is on fire.

Seth is still sleeping. I feel like hitting him upside the head because what gives him the right to sleep while I am in pain like this. Even if it does help a little from being in his arms.

I was running through everything that the moon goddess said and I couldn't help but think that she is right. I should give Seth a second chance. Even though it will take me a while to trust him again. Well that's if he wants me that is.

I moved my hand towards Seth's face without thinking and I couldn't stop the scream that excepted my lips while tears ran down my face.

"Oh kitty are you ok sweetheart" Seth asked while wrapping his arms around me tighter. I thought that it would make me scream in pain again but it helped with my pain.

"No I'm not I just want the pain to stop and for me to stop getting hot and cold shivers." I couldn't get my voice above a whisper.

"I know sweetheart do you need some water?" All I could do was nod my head.

Seth held the water while I drank it through a straw. I could hardly keep my head up let alone left my arms.

After he put the water down on the bedside table. Seth wrapped his arms back around me I couldn't help but snuggle a bit closer. He really does help with the pain.

"Are you tired kitty did you want to try and get some more sleep?" He whispered in my ear.

"I can't sleep I hurt more in my sleep for some reason." I didn't want to admit that it was because I had nightmares of what my parents did to me. I have learnt not to scream to hold it in even when I am sleeping.

"Ok will I would like to talk to you about something's if you don't mind." Shot I don't know if I like the sound of this.

Damn Seth his going to talk to me when he knows that I can't run away and I have know chose but to listen.

"I know what I did to you was unforgivable even if we aren't together, but you are my mate and as soon as I got you to kind of trust me I fucked it up for that I am truly sorry." Seth went to continue but before he could I cut him off.

"Seth it's ok I get it I know that Brooke is a beautiful girl and who wouldn't want her with her spidery long legs that makes her look like she just step out of a magazine." I will never look like that. I thought to myself.

"Kitty I don't want her! I want you! I don't like girls with two much legs. I like the ones that are sure and cute. The ones that come in a fun size package."

"I want to believe you I really do but I just can't but ill do what the moon goddess wants me to do but you'll have to earn my trust back." I just hope that I am not making a mistake.

"Ok what did she say?"

"She said to forgive you and I am going to but don't expect me to be running into your arms."

"We will see about that sweetheart" I could tell that he was smirking just by the sound of his voice.

"Hey Seth?" I asked after five minutes I didn't know if he was still awake or not.

"Yes kitty"

"I was wondering if you could sing me to sleep?" I know that he can sing I use to here him from my old room at his mums house when he sang in the shower.