I woke up the next morning with one unread text message.. Hmm I wonder . I unlock my iPhone and I saw it was from Lana..shit,was she mad about the kiss? I hope she wasn't, maybe I should apologize to her,damn it marina
As I started biting my nails,I noticed that the text asked for us to talk,so I agreed that she could come over to mines
I got dressed and went down the stairs, I wasn't really hungry . I sat down on my sofa and switched on the TV,I started flicking through the channels when I heard a knock on the door
'Its opened' I said
Slowly she opened the door, I looked over to her and she was wearing a cute onesie,what the hell.....but it looked adorable on her. Her hair was down,perfectly down her shoulders
'Um....hey' she said, she sounded quite nervous..I wonder why
'Nice outfit.. You should wear it in your next video' I raised an eyebrow and giggled
'Hey shut up' she giggled too and playfully punched my arm
'So..why did you wanna talk?' I sat up straight and looked at her
'Oh...eh,okay listen.. About yesterday,the kiss was really unexpected.I mean I know you have feelings for me'
'Oh....you noticed?' I smirked and bit my lip to joke around
'Marina,c'mon..this is serious' I started to get a little anxious
'Look I can tell you have feelings for me,the first day we met you couldn't take your eyes off me, I knew it' she sat back and sighed
'Oh...' I say feeling a little sad
'And I came here to tell you..'
'Yes?' I said.. Please feel the same way
'The kiss didn't mean anything'
My smile turned into a frown, I felt my heart sink deeper that the Titanic, I felt all the muscles in my body tighten up,my eyes starter watering up
I couldn't hold it in,I started sobbing .I covered my face up with my hands
'Marina...I'm sorry-' I could hear the sadness in her voice, as if she was forced to tell me it
'Get out!' I stood up and yelled at her
'Marina I didn't think you'd have such strong feelings I'm sorr-'
'Get out I said!' Literally screaming at her
'Marina, please..'
I turned around and cried,cried and cried
She tried to grab my arm and turn me round but I moved away
She was crying too
'One day, you'll know why this happened, one day it will all make sense.. I promise'
She turned around and walked toward the door . I could hear her sobs getting louder when she was outside, I heard her drive away
Guess who just broke my heart
Lizzy Grant
