I've never been someones "last chance". I don't think I ever wanted to be. If I could have chosen, I would have chosen not to be a part of any of this. But hey, I didn't have a choice. Not that I'm complaining. I'm not... not really. Dylan seems like a great guy, but... why me?
That's a question that I've asked myself at least a hundred times over these past couple of months. Why does he like me so much?
Why do I have to be his last chance?
Why does he even care?
Why do I care?
Do I care?
I honestly don't know anymore. I didn't think I cared at first... but... who knows, maybe it's just the pity speaking. But I don't really feel sorry for him anymore! So what in the world is all of this?
The only way I think I'll really know, is if I go see him.
Oh man... this is all such a mess. And to make matters worse, I only have one day to make a decision. I'd have to leave tomorrow. I've never flown by myself before (Yeah yeah, I'm 18, I know I should have flown by myself before. I just haven't.)... Not that I'm scared... I'm really not. There's a first for everything, I suppose.
Getting my parents to agree won't be a problem. They're dead. Been dead since I was 8. I moved in with my grandparents, but I moved out the second I turned 18. So I'm on my own. I don't have many friends... and none that would care, even if I asked.
Maybe I should make a list?
Yeah... a list...
Pros Of Flying Out To See Dylan
-I might be able to save him
-I might be his last chance
-He "loves" me
-I maybe "love" him back...?
-...adventure...?
Cons Of Flying Out To See Dylan
-I have no idea who the heck this kid is
-Never flown alone before
-I could like, die
-I've never met him
-He could secretly be a murder
who's just trying to get me to come
out so that he can kill me
-So yeah, I could die
Well that was helpful... I have to decide today. There should be some sign from heaven that will tell me what to do. That would be great...
Maybe I'll just flip a coin. Heads I go, tails I stay.
The coin twirls in the air for several seconds before landing in my palm. I flip it over onto the top of my hand.
Tails.
Authors Note:WHOA. OKAY. WOW. THIS IS GREAT. I feel evil. hahahahahaha...Also, I'm listening to Vessel by Twenty One Pilots, I'm legit so in love with their music, it's not even funny. I hope y'all are enjoying this!! OOH!!! Go read the message I posted to my page in regards to this story. It has some important info I want y'all (whoever actually cares) to know. LOVE YAH
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RomanceA young cancer patient falls in love with Drew, who lives halfway across the country. Through his love letters, she gradually begins to fall in love with him. But is it only pity that causes her emotions?
