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Xiumin's p.o.v

Why does the past always come in my way..? I had tried my best to forget all those memories. But why can't I..? Why doesn't my past help me to move on..? Whenever I take two steps forward I am pushed four steps backwards. I took the diary in my hands. That thing has all those things that I wanted to know about Eunji. But I couldn't open it. I could feel my hands trembling.

If I would open it then I would know if I was responsible for her death. But if I was then I won't be able to forgive myself. I was about to open the diary when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked at Akira she was completely shocked to see me cry.

"How did you get it..? " I tried to say that in a calm voice but I could feel my voice cracking.

"I don't know but that's not what you are thinking.... " she couldn't finish because I interrupted.

"I know exactly what is this. This was one of the most important thing in my life but how did you get this..? "

"I can explain that.... I got that from SME. They gave me this to make you understand more. That's isn't the only thing I got. I have things that the other members cared. Which shows their life, personality everything. This helps me to know you all more. "

I don't know why SME was doing this. What do they have to do with our pre debut days.

"Have you read this..? "

"Yes. "

There was a long silence between us. She was the one who broke it.

"You don't have to blame yourself. You are a really good person Xiumin. She was really lucky to have you. But are times when enjoying life isn't everything. Everything has a limit. She had suffered till a limit and then she got you but she didn't want to let you go. This is a really hard phase. Many people try to skip this phase of life and just let the faith decide what it has to do but those who try to face it sometimes really gets hurt. That can make them weak and their will power can be destroyed. And this can lead to harmful things. "

"But she was all right she didn't have any problems. But the problems started when I entered her life. I am the reason why she isn't here. She had to leave the world to support me. She had her whole life in front of her but I destroyed it. I did that to her. "

"No you didn't do anything to her. She was the one who controlled her life not you. She loved and cared about you. That is why she didn't want to become a barrier between you and your dreams. "

I can feel my eyes getting teary and felt hot tears running down my cheeks.

"Can you please read that to me..?" I asked.

"Yes I'll definitely but for now can you have breakfast with me."

"Yes and we need to watch the interview. It will start in half an hour. " I said as I wiped the tears and smiled.

She pulled my hand and walked me out to the living room. I felt something different in the movement. I haven't felt this in years. This could be because I needed someone but I still felt like I am with my family. My sister she was just like Akira.

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Sehun's p.o.v

At last we are at the studio. The set is perfect. It seemed like they are already preparing for Christmas. I went to the green room to get ready. Everyone was already in front of the mirror. I don't know how could they act like this after all they had done to me. This is too much. I hadn't spoken to any of them but I could get my revenge from Kai. I punched him while we entered the van. One of my revenge is fulfilled.

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