Chapter 20: My big fat mouth

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^Blake's POV^

I walked into the kitchen with..Crystal? I think that was her name. She had a line of hickeys on her neck most of which were from me.

What can I say? I'm a player. Yeah I know Nikki is my girlfriend and all that but like I said I'm  a player. I'm new to this.

I led her to the kitchen. Yes we were both drunk. We got there and my jaw dropped when I heard what they were saying.

"Ok... lets have some fun!!" Nikki said then Nick started kissing her. He kissed her!! MY Nikki! He kissed my Nikki!! She was stunned, I could tell, but my heart sank when she started kissing back.

It felt like I got sucker punched in the gut over and over by a boxing champion. 

I saw him pull her closer by the waist and I couldn't take it anymore"HEY!!!" I saw Nikki  jump back quickly. Her cheeks and face heated up. She looked at me and I could tell she felt guilty and knew I was hurt.

"What are you doing Nikki?" I was hurt. "It it's not wh-what y-y-you think Blake. It's just-" "No. Don't I don't want to hear it."

Nick smirked and mouthed Jealous much? I looked at her then looked away disgusted.

The girl I was dancing with Crystal, I think, came up next to me from flirting with some guy with hickeys on her neck. Some were from other guys but...most were from me. What? I blame the hormones and the alcohol.

She looked at me and I saw tears well up in her eyes. My eyes widened and guilt over took me. "I-it's not-" I stopped. 

She cheated on you, you don't have to say a word.

"Never mind I shouldn't explain myself to you I shouldn't even talk to you. Slut." I said.

I saw the look on her face and knew I had just made a big mistake. I wanted to take back the words and shove them back down my throat and never think of saying it. But it was too late. The words were out there and their was no turning back.

Tears fell down her face and she ran away she even left Nick behind. My heart squeezed and guilt took me over completely. 

My chest hurt and I knew that I just lost the one girl that I loved the most. 

Damn me and my big fat mouth.

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