When Calum saw Ashton for the first time, he never expected that the curly haired boy would ruin his life, while making it better at the same time.
The hazel eyed boy caught Calum's attention at one of their meet and greets. The curly haired boy was so nice and didn't demand a picture while every other fan did. The smaller boy just kept on hugging the taller boy, telling Calum about a thousand times that he saved the smaller boy his life.
Of course, Calum had to follow the boy on Twitter. He found himself creeping on the curly haired boy every day when he could. Ashton ran a fan account dedicated to Calum's band, nightlife. Of course, the curly haired boy tweeted about Calum's fellow band members, Michael and Luke (which made Calum jealous but no one had to know that) but the curly lad mostly tweeted about Calum.
Calum got too intrigued by the younger boy that he had to talk to him again, so he did. He dm'ed Ashton with the request he wouldn't tell anyone, and Ashton didn't tell anyone. They talked and talked, and soon Calum found himself falling for the boy, which he quickly denied.
After a long few days of not talking to Ashton, seeing if his feelings would leave, he had to talk to the curly haired boy again. Of course, Ashton was pissed, but kind of understood how Calum felt. According to Ashton, the older bassist was just in denial about his sexuality.
But, two years later, Ashton was sick of it. Everytime they kissed, it had to be in private. They couldn't hold hands in public, and when asked in interviews, Ashton was 'just a friend' according to Calum. The tiny curly haired boy couldn't handle the hate he got from the fans, saying he should just back off and that Calum will never love 'a fag' like him.
Ashton growned before ploppig himself down on his bed, in his childhood house. Calum started his American tour just a week ago, which made Ashton sad and not able to do anything without thinking about the taller, handsome boy.
''Do you want some tea?'' Ashton heard his mom ask from downstairs, which made him smile just slightly. ''Yes, please.'' He replied before stuffing his face in his old pillow, breathing in harshly. He and Calum didn't say goodbye like they usually did, and Ashton felt guitly even though it was Calum's fault.
Ashton had watched how his two friends and his secret boyfriend were packing the tour bus with teir stuff, the suitcases filling the trunk slowly, case by case. ''I'm going to miss you guys.'' Ashton says before wiping away a small tear who slipped out of his right eye, making Michael coo.
''We'll mis you too,Ashy.'' The colourfull haired boy smiles at the tiny boy, pulling him in a tight hug. Soon enough, Ashton feels Luke's arms around him too, making him smile a little. But, he doesn't feel his boyfriends arm wap around his torso, which makes him look up to see his boyfriend standing of to the side, watching the trio with a frown on his face.
''Aren't you going to say goodbye to Ashy?'' Michael turns his head to look at Calum with a slight frown on his face, matching Calum's facial expression. ''Yeah, if you could let him go.'' Calum growls, making Luke and Michael giggle. ''Sure.'' They say at the same time, high-fiving each other and letting go of the tiny boy, before waving at him and entering the tour bus.
''Don't get so jealous, Cal.'' Ashton giggles, making Calum's frown deeper. ''They touch you so often, i can't handle it.'' Calum whispers, leaning closer to Ashton. Ashton shook his head a little, making Calum pull back, as Ashton chuckled. ''Should i become jealous too then?'' The curly haired boy said, making Calum groan. ''Don't start this now, baby. I'm leaving in five minutes..'' He had begged Ashton to not say anything, but Ashton couldn't hold it in any longer, the anger of two years of secrety coming out.
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