Chapter 9: Self-Harm

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...One Month Later...
" I feel so stupid , so worthless , empty and idiot. An idiot for trusting Lucas!" I started to cry. Tears came out slowly. I felt so empty. No one is here for me. I remembered my past everything that happened. Then I remember the razor blade I use a while ago. I grabbed it. Then I put it towards my wrists to make cuts.
"I'm never going to trust anyone again!" I screamed. Yet I knew no one would hear me. I cried and make another cut for each bad memory I've had. I saw the blood dripped down my wrists onto the floor. I'm laying my back against my room door. And I'm sitting in the floor. My hands fell limply to the ground beside my body. I feel numb. I feel empty. I feel I alone. I feel so weak.
"I hate myself. I should of listened to Eva and die. I guess she is right everyone would be happy if I'm dead."

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