Chapter 10: Regret

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Third POV:
It's been a month that Jasmine has been cutting herself. Crying her self to sleep. Lucas has let her be alone , like she has been the previous years during school. Jasmine has been avoiding Lucas and the others.
-During Lunch-
"Where's Jami-chan , Luca-San?" Ayato asked Lucas
"Don't know , don't really care." Lucas responded with a sad tone
"What do you mean by that , Lucas?!"
Lea quickly responded confused
Lea's POV:
I never thought Jasmine and Lucas would get into a fight? But why that's my question. I feel like Eva had something to do with this mess. I'm very , very , VERY, confused.
Lucas's POV:
"What do you mean by that Lucas?!"
Lea asked me confused
Honestly I do care. I just think it's best to leave her alone.
"Well I heard she hurt Eva and left her bruised" Ruby said sad
"B-but she couldn't hurt her , she is so cute and innocent!" Gabriel quickly responded
"I hope nothing wrong happen to Her."
Jade responded with a worried tone
Wow. Everyone is worried for Jasmine. I am too. But after what I've done. I've played with her emotions. Like Eva wanted me to.
"Guys , look it's Jasmine." Lea said whispering to us.
We all turn and see her. She is wearing a beanie , a black sweater , she grabbed a lunch bag and left.
"Go talk to her , you probably had something to do with this mess." Lea whispered to me so everyone else wouldn't hear me.
I quickly get up and ran towards Jasmine. I want to tell her I love her.
I get out of the cafeteria looking for Jasmine. I see her walking.
"JASMINE!" I yelled out her name
She heard me but kept walking. I started to run. I ran towards her.
She then turned.
"What do you want?" She said in a cold tone
"Jas , I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you , I love you , I really do."
"Don't use your stupid excuses."
Jasmine's POV:
I turn around and run outside , good thing I had my bookbag and everything I need. I ran and ran towards home. I stopped running I made it home. I opened the door and go inside. I go to my room. I grab my razor again.
"Stupid me , I love him but I can't go over the pain I went through. The pain I suffered. Being picked on everyday without my parents. I'm all alone."
I pull my sleeve down and begin to cut , once I cut I began to cry.
" I rather feel pain than nothing at all."
Then I stopped and put badges . I feel numb. Empty . Hollow. Alone. I lay on my bed thinking , I began to cry about everything bad in my life. And I slowly drifted of crying myself to sleep.
Luca's POV:
She left running. I have to think of a way to get her forgive me. To understand that I know what I did wrong. I'll leave her alone until I'm ready to tell her I'm sorry not just by saying it but by showing that I'm sorry.

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