Reaching Out

Chapter 7: Worst Day

Jasmine's POV:
I woke up to the sound of my alarm again like everyday. I started to think about yesterday.
"Maybe , Lucas really does have feelings for me. Well I hope so." I said softly by happy. I did my regular routines. I walked to school and arrived within minutes. I enter the school. People are looking at me disgusted. That really isn't anything new. I went towards my locker.
....Time Skip....
After lunch (I skipped lunch to study) I got my things I went to class. Strange I haven't seen or talked to Lucas. I suddenly trip and I fall to the floor with my things scattered around me.
"Well look at the little slutty clumsy bitch."
Oh no. It's Eva. I quickly grabbed my things and stand up to go to class. Then she grabs onto my shirt.
"Lucas will be mine. He just lied to you that he likes you because he feels bad for you. This was all a lie and my idea. Me and Lucas are back together."
Then she lets go and then I quickly go to class. Everyone turns to see me and their faces show disgusted. Then I sat down at my seat which is next to Lucas's seat. Oh he isn't here today. After a few hours of class it's finally the end of the day. Suddenly I see a car stop in front of the school. It's Lucas's car. I see him get out and Eva walks up to him. So he is back with her?This hurts, it hurts seeing my emotions played. I quickly run. I ran home crying . I had feelings for him I though he felt the same. I entered my house and locked the door. Then I grab a sharp knife. I start cutting myself.
"I don't want to feel pain anymore. I wish it would go away. I hope i could die if everyone hates me so much."
After cutting blood streamed down my wrists. I put badges on my wrists so blood would stop coming. I wish I could lose my memory or forget about the world. Then I laid on my bed crying then suddenly going to sleep.