*This one has a lot of swearing so beware*
Everything is spinning it my head
I scream reach up and run to my meds
This constant cycle makes me stay up at night wishingI was dead
Man I don't know shit anymore
What are you doing this for
Play games with my mind
I actually thought you cared a few times
That smile on your lips, damn the devil would be proud
And the voice you speak so smooth with is getting me down
I'm confused though
Didn't you say that you didn't know
You said you were single and you're happy that way
But then you talk about the girls you supposedly laid
I know you know that I fell really hard
And I know that you know everyday you're breaking my heart
But the worst part is I know that you think it's cute
and I keep letting it happen Babe I don't know what to do
Oh shit see here I am tryna get over you
And you gotta say something like "you're face I like that shit"
To make me hope no wait believe that you're back in this
When I don't even know what this is
I spend at least two hours a night
Trying to convince myself that my friends are right
There's always a chance for me and you
Then I spend a few more convincing myself that that's not true
Wishful thinking is was caused this internal battle
I scold myself like damn what's wrong with me as I let myself unravel
I'm so tried
Look at me
Stop lying
But still just lie to me
I don't know what I want you to do
Did I mention that I think I'm in love with you
Man fuck that just let me sleep tonight You must be in the best shape from spending all that time running through my mind
You should really take a break that can't be healthy
Stop saying shit like that I'm over here damn near melting
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Neverland Or Wonderland
PoetryThis is some poetry about the broken hearted, the lost, the depressed, the angry, the suicidal, the psychos, and anyone else. Some of its not that great, and the grammar isn't perfect, but oh well (: Writing this stuff helped me through tough times...
