Do you remember when I told you I needed help
Do you remember when I told you that there is something wrong with me
When I let you read the thoughts that my brain screams until I finally write them down
Do you remember when I told you that I wanted to be happy
That I try to be happy
Do you remember me begging you to see me
Hear me
Do you remember you telling me to show you who I am
But ignoring me when I told you
Do you remember me staying in my room because faking this smile became too much work
Do you remember me telling you that I hate myself
Do you remember me finally asking for help
Do you remember turning me away
Cause I do
I remember all those times I tried to hint that I was dangerous
That I was slowly killing myself
That my mind was too dark to see clearly in
I remember realizing that you would never believe me
You would never really listen
I remember cutting again
I remember regretting it
I remember trying to stop but not being able to
I remember almost telling you so many times
But then remembering all those times I tried to tell you before
So why would you listen now
Now that I'm doing exactly what I told you I would
Now that I finally gotten to the point where I would rather hurt myself than talk to you
Do you remember the last thing I told you?
Because I do.
YOU ARE READING
Neverland Or Wonderland
ПоэзияThis is some poetry about the broken hearted, the lost, the depressed, the angry, the suicidal, the psychos, and anyone else. Some of its not that great, and the grammar isn't perfect, but oh well (: Writing this stuff helped me through tough times...
