I decide to tell her that I am, in fact, fine, and used the "that time of the month" excuse I used on my teacher. She said okay and left the room.
Finally the ending bell rang and I was overjoyed.
My last day! I'm out of this hell!
I ran home after telling all my friends goodbye, aka Shawn. But we will obvs see each other like, tomorrow.
After I got home I ran into my room and passed out.
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I woke up today at 2 am. I was plunging farther and farther into depression.
My moms gone, Trace is in prison, the bills are on the table, unpaid, and I am TIRED of all of this!
I don't quite remember my next actions, all I know is that it hurt. I know that I plunged the DVD deep into my thy. I screamed in pain.
"Aaaaahh-h-h-huh"
Why?
Why did I do this?
I've never done it before.
It makes no sense.
I'm not a cliché.
And then I actually passed out, blood pooling under and between my legs.
