Secrets (Barsandmelody)

Chapter Two

What's happening? Where am I? As my eyes slowly open I see white walls. "Kacey, Kacey oh my god you're alright?" Someone says while crying. Wait is that Leo? Why's he crying? Why wouldn't I be alright? I'm confused. "Hey Kacey good to see you're awake, I'm your doctor." Someone says walking towards me. I look to my right and see Leo. Oh so it was him. "W.w.what happened?" I ask stuttering. The doctor looks at Leo and walks out. "Kac, we had to do an essay in English and you had one of your panic attacks, then on the way to science you collapsed, I was really worried, I thought I'd lost you." Leo says trying to stop crying. "Oh that make sense and aye since when do you cry?" I say laughing a little. "Well I just nearly lost my best friend so excuse me if I'm a little emotional." He says laughing a little back. I move over on the bed and pat the spot next to me. He slowly climbs in and wraps his arms around me. "Don't you ever leave me okay?!" He says into my neck. "I promise." I reply.

"Kacey, when you get discharged, we need to talk." Leo says stuttering. Omg what have I done wrong? What have I messed up now? "W.w.what have I d.d.done?" I ask as tears roll down my cheeks. "Kacey you've done nothing, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to worry you!" Leo says quickly while gripping me tight. I love his hugs so much. They make me feel safe. Ugh why do I have to love him so much?

"Kac, I'm staying over tonight alright?!" Leo shouts from my living room. "Yeah whatever now shut up and let me get dressed!" I shout back. I'm guessing he chuckled. Luckily my mum doesn't mind him staying over.

"Kacey hurry up!" I hear Leo shout. He's so irritating but I love him. "Alright alright calm down!" I say as I walk down the stairs. This child I stg. I walk into the living room to see Netflix ready on the tv, Leo covered in blankets and a lot of sweets. "We're watching a Disney film I don't care if you don't want to." He says grabbing the popcorn. Oh god. Meh I love this side to him.

"Kac, can we talk now?" Leo asks nervously. Why's he nervous? I nod my head in confusion. "This is so hard for me to say with you being my bestfriend, I don't want our friendship to change because of what I'm about to say but.t.t.t.t I've urm got a urm girlfriend." He says closing his eyes at the end. Oh. That's just great. Now I'll only ever be his bestfriend. Ew I hate that word. "Leo." I whisper quietly, with tears rolling down my cheeks, before running upstairs & locking myself in the bathroom. Why? Why's this happening to me?

"Kac, please open up, I'm sorry, I promise I won't let her get between us." Leo says banging on the door. That's not the problem. Well not the full problem. Last Time he had a girlfriend, she cheated on him & made us have a massive argument. After that he promised he'd never get a girlfriend without me meeting her beforehand. "Y.y.y.y.you promised." I say in between tears. I can't believe he's done this. "Kac, I'm sorry, I forgot honestly, you know you're my number 1 girl no matter what and I won't let this one make us argue, I promise babe." He replies and starts crying. I slowly open the bathroom door, to me engulfed in a big hug. I just sob and sob. "Kac, it's going to be alright, you ain't losing me ever okay I love you so much and I always will." He whispers in my ear while rubbing my back. I nod slowly. "Let's get to bed alright." He says pulling away. I nod and he drags me to my room.

We climb into my bed and cuddle. I love this. He makes me feel so safe. I can't lose him. I love him way too much. It's so hard being in love with your bestfriend. Especially when they don't feel the same way. The fact he's got a girlfriend is even worse. If I lose him, I'll lose myself. Slowly I drift off to sleep thinking of what's going to happen.
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Haven't updated in a while sorry.
Been writing this since I last updated.
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