Crazy Girls ,, Haylynn

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The fact that someone can be such a huge part of your life without them having knowledge of that fact is practically preposterous.

Her name is Lyndsey. Known more commonly as Lynn but I prefer to be formal. Truth be told, i'm anything but formal. Most formalities have been thrown away and forgotten about long ago for me.

Some would say I have an obsession of some shape or form. Possibly due to the fact that i need to know about her and see her. Constantly.

The only person who knows about my obsession is my closest friend Patrick. My other close friends know I like her but they think little of it.

We attend the same school, its another generic setting for a generic story. It probably won't have a generic ending. We attend some classes together but i'm yet to initiate conversation. I'm trying to figure out her speaking pattern.

She's the most gorgeous girl i've ever set my eyes on. But it would never happen. I need to get it out of my head that we would ever happen.

My head is twisting between Lynn, school, friends and my preposterous mess of a life.
I have Patrick and the others keeping me sane but I don't know how long that will last. The swarming thoughts of Lynn in my head weren't exactly helping.

But I have to insist.

I am NOT one of those crazy girls.