To Gee or Not to Gee | Frerard --Hiatus until further notice

YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT

ayy, new thing guys

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You can't always get what you want

Gerard knew this. Oh boy, he knew this. Because if he did get what he wanted, he would've had that tiny, beautiful boy called Frank Iero a long time ago. Well, for at least a couple of months.

But he'd made peace with the facts that he didn't have Frank, and he was - mostly - okay with it. Sort of. He didn't mope around anymore about it like he'd done the first week after Frank rejected him and called him a 'fag' and had ripped off a piece of Gerard's heart. Frank now held that piece close, even without knowing it.

No, Gerard didn't mope around anymore. He stood up straight - although Gerard was as gay as God (g-spot in the ass, seriously God) - and flexed his muscles. He decided to change. Almost drastically.

No more the long black hair and a chubby face. No more loose clothing to hide his figure. No more shy, hiding, invisible Gerard. No.

In less than two weeks, Gerard had flattened his stomach a bit by working out and eating less, lost some weight and changed his looks. He wore more make-up, mainly eyeliner - a lot of eyeliner -, but he'd also gone to school wearing black lipstick and one day also a pink feathery boa. His flamboyant side was let out. Oh, and he now had bright red hair.

He'd bought a red leather jacket and had extended his wardrobe by buying some pairs of skinny jeans, wife-beaters, tank tops, dress shirts, ties... just some (tighter than before) clothing that made him look H-O-T-!

The first day he went to school looking like his new self, all eyes - or at least a lot - were on him. He no longer was invisible, anxiety-driven Gerard. No, he now was the fabulous, doesn't-give-a-crap, sexy Gee.

People respected him, looked up to him and just bluntly stared at him. He'd been whistled at, flirted with, pulled aside for advice to 'get it going' with someone... People had forgotten all about his old persona and only saw his new one.

And Frank? Well, he now certainly noticed Gee. Gee had made it his personal mission to shamelessly flirt with Frank. People thought Gee slept around - 'I've had only oNE one-night-stand, and that was at a pArtY!' - but in truth, Gee only paid attention to Frank.

Gee was devoted to Frank. They weren't really friends, and Gee hadn't got the slightest clue about what Frank thought of him or if he regretted rejecting Gee - although Gee actually didn't know Frank's sexuality. But hey, multiple straight guys had made out with Gee at parties - and breaking his heart. Frank didn't seem to mind the flirting, tho. He blushed and got shy when Gee made some remarks, but he didn't mind the attention Gee was giving him. No bad attention, just caring and shamelessly flirting.

You get what you need