Don't Let Me Go (5SOS and One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 24

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I pulled away from the kiss.

"Uh, Harry, hi," I stood up, winced and sat back down.

"You...okay?" He walked over to me, I nodded. He didn't seem to care about the kiss.

Harry looked at Ashton, his eyes confused. Ashton looked away and played with my hands.

Harry's eyes widened,

"You-you two--you both--last night," he stuttered, his eyes going wide. I bit my lip as he pieced together the puzzle.

I didn't know what to say. I had nothing to say, it was obvious it happened.

He ran his fingers through his mop of curly dark brown hair.

He opened his mouth to say something but closed it. Harry paced back and forth in front of us.

"Harry," I started, not knowing how to finish. He started yelling.

I stood up quickly, ignoring the piercing pain.

"Harry you're gonna wake everyone up," I set my hand on his arm but he threw it off.

"I'll be in the car," he muttered and walked outside. I felt Ashton's presence behind me.

"He's pissed," I whispered.

"He'll get over it it's okay. Do you want me to talk to him?" He comforted me.

"I don't think that's the best idea, Ash. You and him aren't exactly...close,"

"I'll talk to him later. Come on let's go," he helped me walk outside and into Harry's car.



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We were back at the hotel now. The ride back was silent. The air thick with tension.

I was on the bed, sitting next to Calum and Ashton, watching TV.

Harry was out on the balcony, thinking god know what. I stared at him through the foggy glass door that led out to the balcony.

I was mad at Ashton. I didn't really know why, I didn't have a right to be mad at him. I chose to sleep with him.

"Don't worry about him Autumn. Everything will be fine-" Ashton started.

"No Ashton! Nothing will be fine! Everything is different now! Everything is tensed! Did you know how he felt about me? Did you even get to know him? I don't think so Ashton!" I was standing up now.

I heard a soft plop onto the floor and realized I was crying. The room was silent, everyone staring at me.

Ashton was the first to speak.

"Autumn," he reached his arm out to me but I pulled away.

"No Ashton just stop," I yelled. His face was red. I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.

Why was I so pissed? It's not his fault!, my subconscious thought.

He walked up to me but I pushed him away. He was mad now.

"Autumn, I don't see what I did but please get your mind off of him," he tried to stay calm.

"HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THAT?? MY BEST FRIEND AND FRANKLY MY ONLY FRIEND, IS PISSED AT ME," I yelled at him. I ran out to the balcony and slammed the door behind me.

We were on the top floor of the hotel, the balcony on the back of the hotel so no fans or paps could get pictures or get in. I slid my back against the door and sat on the ground.

I held my head in my hands and sobbed.

"Autumn," I heard the deep British voice I've heard so many times before say.

I looked up and saw his gorgeous figure crouching in front of me, his beautiful green eyes were dark, and full of concern.

"Harry," I whispered and hugged him tightly. He hesitated at first but then rubbed my back I sobbed into his neck getting the collar of his tshirt wet.

"Autumn, what's wrong?" He whispered. I didn't want to let go of him, but I pulled away.

"It's just, with management wanting me to leave, and when I come back home to my parents what they'll do to me, and-and you're-you're mad at m-me," I felt tears stream down my face once again. I felt like a little girl getting mad over stupid little things.

He wiped my tears with the back of his hand.

"Autumn, I'm not mad at you," he whispered.

"Oh, of course you aren't Harry," I said sarcastically.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, it all just happened. The vodka had gotten to me and I just kind of-I don't know," I explained quickly.

He crawled over and sat beside me.

"I know, I over reacted. I shouldn't be so protective Autumn. I mean, ever since your parents became...you know...alcoholic...I've been worried and I didn't want you getting hurt," he whispered and took my hand in his.

"And now, I'm in a band and I'm touring and I'm not always going to be there-"

"You're never there," I blurted out. He sighed and squeezed my hand.

"I know, and now management is being a dick. Well, they always have been one," he chuckled and I laughed at his last remark.

"There's that smile," he whispered and showed his dimple.

I blushed and stopped smiling.

"Aw come on Autumn, smiiiiile," he dragged out the word smile. I shook my head.

"Come on," he gave me the cheesiest biggest smile which made me laugh.

He kissed my head. I looked up at him, my smile faded. He looked at me, waiting for me to say something.

"I..." I didn't know how to put it.

"Tell me," he whispered with a smile.

"I love you Harry, I really do,"


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