Love, Relationship and Distance

Deserving someone

You say I deserve better,

So, I should better start finding that someone

before you would ask me to leave and block me.

Some desirable candidate

to replace your position,

and requirement would be like:

tall enough to put my head on his chest when he'll hug me,

handsome enough to make him look like a prince charming,

one who'll be less inclined to muscles and more interested in poetry,

who'll not only read my poems but write for me too,

one who'll understand my silence,

one who'll stay up late just to hear me rant about everything when I have my mood swings

someone who'll surprise me and take me to places I can watch with dreamy eyes,

someone who won't get angry at my stupidities & handle me calmly instead,

someone who'll not get offended when i call him stupid,

someone who'll give his heart to me,

someone who will do etc

and someone who'll be etc etc

someone who'll be like you,

some desirable candidate

that someone that doesn't exist.

Even if I managed to find the un-existing guy,

will he ever have my heart?

do you think so??

no!!

coz I have someone else's

and the one who has mine asks me to go find someone else

with his heart on my chest,

and I sit,

incapable of thinking

of trading his heart with some stranger I don't know.

He doesn't know

no!! no!!

He pretends that he doesn't,

that I don't need better,

that I just need him

& if someone ever comes searching for me,

I will push them away instead,

Coz my nose will only search for his body scent,

coz every fucking body except him will be a stranger for me,

coz his touch irreplaceable

coz he is he, incomparable

and his love, too pure than the holy water

that keeps me away from bad things

that cannot be found in anyone's heart.

He is someone who hates poetry

but loves all of mine,

damn lazy but can make me smile,

with all the distance in-between,

can make my stomach swarm with butterflies.

Damn boy why you don't understand,

I can't walk with someone else hand in hand,

no one can replace you,

coz there is no other like you,

You are irreplaceable,

Keep this in mind,

If you ever ask me to leave,

I may leave,

but only to be with myself and memories of us.

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