What you need(complete)

Motives

I cried all night and I've been in bed most off the day. My dad tried to console me but he simply didn't know how to go about it since I wouldn't tell him what's wrong. So he left for work and I stayed in on this nice Sunday. I couldn't help it, I feel so stupid for thinking that Key was mine and mines only. Around noon, I willed myself to get up.(Mostly because I had to pee.) when I saw my self in the mirror I looked like hell. My eyes were red and puffed and my hair looked hideous. I honestly didn't care I got back in my bed and fell asleep.

*HOURS LATER*

I woke up to a loud banging on my door. I nearly fell from my bed as I scrambled to the door, in the back of my head I was secretly hoping it was key. I made my way down the steps and groggily opened the door letting in bright sunshine and a beaming Dvin.

"Devin? why are you here...I'm not Tryna play twister Right now." I said looking to see if he had games behind his back or something.

he just laughed and walked into my house.

"Trina you look like shit!" he told me he said trying to suppress a laugh, I'm sure I did but I didn't mind in front of him because this dude wasn't nobody to be attractive for. I instinctively ran my hand through my knotted hair and rolled my eyes.

"Devin what you want?" I asked him getting straight to the point.

"You said you'd come to my party and now I need a few extra hands to help me get everything ready." shit! I forgot about his party , but I'm just not feeling it anymore.

"I'm sorry Devin I'm just not feeling it now." I told him speaking my mind. Obviously he wasn't taking in my response because he was still cheesing and telling me what he needed me too do.

"Devin no." I said more firmly. His smile a little then he threw his arm around my shoulder.

"What's up?" He asked. I was gonna tell him off but when I looked up and saw he was looking at me with an intent face instead of a smiling face I sighed.

"I'm just upset."

"About?" I would've told him but he did sort of warn me about Key.

"None, me and Keyona are just going through a few things."

"Look Catrina you can't just sit up in here and rot ...how long have you been like this? you stink." I kicked his foot and told him.

"Most of the day and some of last night." He wrinkled his nose at me.

"Girl go get in the shower and come on." he told me.

"Devvvvvin I don't want to." I whined but it was no use, he wasn't Tryna hear what I had to say.

"Man, sit hear I'm coming. " I told him in defeat he laughed the threw himself on the couch. I rolled my eyes and ran to my shower. I quickly ran the water and hopped in. I honestly. wouldn't have let him talk me into going but I know his parties are the shit and everyone shows up. If the person I was looking for would be there then I might be able to make Key see how how She made me feel.

I stared myself in the mirror while smoothing out my red striped long sleave mini dress. my hair was frizzy from the shower but I liked it so I wasn't in a rush to fix it though. I got my phone and rushed down stairs. When Devin saw me he looked in awe.

"You ready?" I took a deep breath then walk to the door.

"As ready as I'll ever be."