Chapter Forty-Five

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"Abby." Harry steps in front of me. He took a short cut around the parking lot.

"What the fuck do you want?" I ask still crying.

"For you to come home." He sighs and tries to take my hand but I snap it away from Him.

"No you told me to leave." I start walking away from him.

"Please let me talk to you." He asks.

"Fine, what?"

"You're right. Andy would treat you better than me, I'm terrible and I have anger issues and I'm a jealous asshole because I love you more than you will ever understand. But please know that there are things Andy could do better than me but he will NEVER," his voice breaks and I think he started crying "he will never, Love you as much as I do." His eyes were apologetic and pleading.

I don't say anything.

"I promise that I'll work on understanding things okay? I'll talk to you before I get angry. Okay princess?" He asks and holds out his arms. I bite my lip.

"Please?"

"Did you really ask for a girls number?" I ask.

He shakes his head and frowns. "No, no no. That's something you can trust me with that I will even remotely fall under the same catagrory as cheating on you." He holds out his arms once again.

I run into them longing for warmth and closure. He kisses my forehead and holds my hand as we walk back to the apartment.

"The rest of the guys left, they felt bad. Do you want to finish what we started earlier??" He raises an eyebrow. I smirk and nod at him.

(They bang lol I'll leave that to your imagination.)

So the days past, actually weeks past without anything too bad happened. Abby and I finally started getting our lives together here. We both loved it here. We didn't get any threatening messages from Adam. We had been going to school for about a week now. Abby and I had our theater classes together just not our academics which was fine. Abby got some acting auditions which I was really proud of her for. I did myself but I wasn't quite ready.

We made my bedroom a guest room and I slept with Abby most nights, unless we got into a fight which happened once a week probably. Usually about my temper. Which she had a right to get upset about but we still loved each other and took care of one another.

Abby has been sick for a couple days now. She made me go to school but I would take care of her when I got home.

"Abigail, please take your medicine?" I ask her.

"That stuff tastes like shit." She groans.

"I won't kiss you again until you take it." I say.

"Fine styles, you shouldn't kiss me anyways, I'm sick. And also that's going to be hard for you." She laughs.

I roll my eyes. "Please take it princess I don't want you getting worse." I plead her and kiss her forehead.

"Uuuhhhhggg." She groans again I use the opportunity to stick the spoon in her mouth.

"Good girl." Her eyes squeeze shit and she presses her lips together.

I put my hand to her forehead. "Abby you're burning up there's no way I'm leaving you home alone."

"I'm not a child, I'm nineteen almost twenty years old Harry." She grumbles.

Her birthday was in a couple weeks.

"Yes but you're a very sick nineteen almost twenty year old." I smile at her. The corner of her mouth lifts up and her piercing blue eyes state into mine.

"Fine stay home but just today okay?" She asks. I nod.

"Okay I need to take a shower I smell like a sweaty dogs asshole." She mumbles and gets up from the couch slowly. I laugh at her description.

"I'll come with you."

"Huh?" She asks.

"I'll come with you and take a shower I need one too."

"No." She turns away.

"Why it's nothing I haven't seen before PLENTY of times." I tease and she punches my shoulder.

"Please we haven't had any intimate moments since you got sick." I whine.

"You sound like a third grader Harry." She laughs and gathers fresh clothes, for both of us.

"I sure hope third graders aren't complaining about intimate moments." I say. She laughs.

ABBY'S POV

"Try not to get horny in the shower." I tease Harry. He blushes and he leans in for a kiss.

"No no no!" I shout. "I'm sick." I say and turn to face the mirror.

He comes behind me and rests his head on my shoulder.

"Babe I haven't kissed you in days. I might not even get sick. Please?" He puts his puppy dog face on.

"Fine." I give in and he twirls me around and pecks my lips.

"Thank you." He smiles and starts undressing.

I do to and he watches me.

"Harry stop looking at me." I roll my eyes at him.

"No." He simply says and gets in the shower without taking his eyes off mine. That's one of the many things I loved about Harry. I was completely naked in front of him and he was just staring into my eyes. I get in the shower and he pulls my body against his. His curls were soaking in wisps and they fell against his face. The water ran over him and the stream went along his jaw line. He kept starring into my eyes and just smiling.

"What?" I ask him. His eyes were the brightest green and they were truly stunning but he always said my eyes were better.

"You're just... So.. Beautiful." He smiles. I smile to and he leans down a bit and kisses me. I smiled into the kiss and so did he. His nose pressed against mine lightly and we just stood there under the water, just like that. And it was perfect.

"You make me feel like I'm the only person in the world. Harry you don't even look at other girls." I couldn't stop myself from kissing him.

"I owe it to you as I also make you feel like the shittiest person in the world." He frowns and I do to.

"Harry-"

"Don't try and deny it." He flatly says and reaches over to get the shampoo. He rubs it in his hair still frowning.

"But-"

"I said don't try and deny it."

"Can you stop interrupting me?" I ask calmly.

"See what I mean?" He points out. I sigh and shake my head at him and give up. I take some shampoo and wash my hair.

"You know what makes me feel like shit?" I ask him.

"Me?"

"No. Being lied to and cheated on. Have you ever lied to me or cheated on me?" I ask meaning it to be rhetorical.

"Fuck no! Why would you even ask that?!" He yells. I flinch and his face turns apologetic. "I mean, no princess. I would never do that." He says adjusting his attitude.

"I was just trying to make a point." I say and frown.

"Sorry for yelling its just that I would never do that to you Abby and you know that." He cradles my face in his hands and kisses me.

"I kno-" I get cut off by a sudden pain in my chest.

"Abby?" He scrunches his eyebrows together. My vision blurs slightly and I begin wheezing. My head was pounding with pain shooting trough my forehead. I see Harry's lips moving but my hearing went out too.

I grab onto him as I feel myself fading.

My vision goes completely black and every thing drains out.

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I'm happy to announce that THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL! I finished writing the fanfic and it goes up to 50 something chapters :) xx

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