The Poems I can't Deny

Family

Peace, serenity, calm.

The exact opposite of my family,

Who are

Chaotic, crazy, and my world.

I like to believe that they all trust me,

But

I have done things that has tested the strength of our bonds,

That has caused so much fear and distrust among us,

I doubted that there was any love for me anymore.

But somehow I have stayed 

And

They keep loving me ignoring what I am and what I do.

Why?