The Poems I can't Deny

Mommy

What is this that I feel,

I feel I can't trust my best friend ,

who has been there for me always

she has never betrayed me or I her.

I feel like she doesn't care, but she does 

I feel like I don't mean anything to her

like others have replaced me as her BFF.

What did I do wrong,

Was I not there for you,

Did I do something wrong 

what was it?

I call you my mom not because 

you act like the mothers I worship

No I call you that because 

You are my rock that holds me down.

When someone asks who is my BFF,

 I say you

Hands down, no questions asked.

Because that's what you are

I just wish that's who I was for you.