The Story Of My Life.

Falling..

I thought I was dreaming. I didn't know what to reply. Do I just say "Hi","Hey", "Hello"? Saying one single word became impossible, and, instead of answering, I ended up contemplating these two letters.

It was the first day at school of our last year at school. I just had one last chance to make things right so I don't regret anything in the future; this was my chance, and she offerded it to me.

Thinking of words to say, my mind suddenly brought up the past.

I had feelings for her since forever. She never knew, I never spoke. When I was going to tell her, my friend did, and I lost her. I always smiled, I always lied. My heart admitted, my mind denied. I thought I was losing her, but in fact I was losing myself, so I went on with my life, forgot everything about her -that's one lie.

I went out with many girls, they were all the same. I did stupid things, I lost the battle by my own hands.
I surrendered to my destiny, but my destiny didn't give up on me, and our paths met again, this was my last chance.

I woke up to the sound of my mom's alarm. It was all a dream, I sighed after opening my phone.
I should've known! Why would she even talk to me again? After all these years, does she even know that I'm still alive?
I kept on refreshing, maybe it would reappear. But it didn't. The dream took her words forever. Desperetly, I began hitting my head on my pillow. I went crazy. I was falling in love with her, all over again.