This is the day when Alex came over. She just came so we could cry together. We all were taking it hard at that point but i was taking it worst.
It is all my fault you are gone, Logan. Please forgive me.
About 2 hours later, Alex left. Brandon and Jake texted me but i didn't answer. I was to sad.
I then walked into the bathroom where I found you. I sat in the spot. The spot where you were laying. I cried. I cried for hours and hours. I looked at my watch. It said 9:07. I haven't eaten anything all day. But i still wasn't hungry. I fell asleep in that spot. I woke up around 3 am. I walked over to our room. The room that we shared. I sat down on your bed and wondered why. Why did you do it? I want to know. I layed my head on the pillow and i felt something under there. I lifted up the pillow. A note. A not for me. It was from you, Logan. I read it, the note.
I cried more. And this time i kept crying. Iwatched the hours pass. It was 9 am when i finally stopped. That was because there was no tears left to cry.
This is when i first discovered that I, Gennie, am the reason you are no longer here with me.
I yelled at myself. I yelled why did you do it? Why did you have to? Logan is dead because of you.
