Finding my mate

Baby ? No what baby ?

I decided to take a shower to calm myself was I really ? No I couldn't be .

When I was in the shower I heard Jake come threw the door

Courtney he asked

I came out of the bathroom dressed wringing out my hair with a towel

Hey I said

Hey he said

So I asked going to the kitchen grabbing a box of cookies and pouring a glass of milk

He looked at me are you OK he asked me

Great I said better than ever

Are you hungry he asked because you just ate that whole box of cookies in less than five minutes

I looked at him than myself

No no no no no I thought it wasn't a dud

I sat on the bed thinking I blocked Jake so he wouldn't know yet

What are you thinking he asked sitting beside me

I need to take a nap I said laying down

Well he said you don't have to work today so maybe I can use it for right now he asked kissing my throat

No I think we should just call it enough I said

But this was what I wanted he said

Two times is enough I said

He groaned fine he said but why not . He rolled me over so I was on my back and he could see my face

I held back my tears till one escaped and slid down my cheek I just don't want to I said

What's wrong he asked me

I um you see well funny story I started

Just tell me he said

I want to know something I said

Anything he said

Have you ever considered having a baby I asked

He looked at me well to be completely honest I never thought about it he said

Well think about it now I said

Well yes he said I would like to have a baby he said

I smiled OK I said

What's this leading up to he asked

20 questions I said

He smiled so we're playing twenty questions he asked

We we're I said turning around and closing my eyes

I already know he said

What I asked turning back around looking at him

That we're having a baby he said

How did you I stuttered

The test was in the trash and was right side up he said

So you understand I said

That the days I requested are still the days I get he asked

No Jake we can't I don't want to hurt it I said

I won't he said kissing my throat I moaned

Please I said

He nipped at my skin please what he asked